So, here is my plan:
1. Order SN (2 bottles) and have it delivered. Once it's delivered I will have to hide it at home, out of reach from family members. (I will have the ordered SN kept at the apartment gate. I will pick it up from the apartment gate myself).
2. Order SN / Ph test kits to perform the necessary tests.
3. Test SN from one of the bottles (although my SN source mentions 98% purity and lab / food grade use. Better to be safe).
4. Once test is successful, start purchasing items that do not require prescription (i.e. pin killers, antacids, paracetamol etc.).
5. Purchase of items requiring prescription (antiemetics and benzodiazepines). I have a good chance of getting benzos but a low chance to get antiemetics. I have found a antiemetic med (herbal one), which does not require a prescription. Idk how effective it will be though.
6. Store the items in 2 separate boxes and hide them at home.
7. Prepare (if possible detailed) suicide notes.
8. Wait for the right time and opportunity to consume SN. Send timed messages.
I will be following the Stat Dose regimen (Vizzy and Stan SN guide).
My deadline to execute my plans is Jan end at max. I'm looking to CTB after 1st week of Dec.
SN order is the crucial one. If successful, other items can be sorta easily procured.
Since I'm worried about SN sources possibly being taken down, I will order it ASAP (by this weekend or next week at max).
I'll start executing my plans by this week or next week at max.
Oddly enough, I feel relaxed and excited to execute my plans. Guess it's because I'll be CTBing soon.
I hope to be successful in my plans, and find my freedom.
I hope y'all will be able to find the freedom y'all need.
Also, I shall keep y'all updated.
1. Order SN (2 bottles) and have it delivered. Once it's delivered I will have to hide it at home, out of reach from family members. (I will have the ordered SN kept at the apartment gate. I will pick it up from the apartment gate myself).
2. Order SN / Ph test kits to perform the necessary tests.
3. Test SN from one of the bottles (although my SN source mentions 98% purity and lab / food grade use. Better to be safe).
4. Once test is successful, start purchasing items that do not require prescription (i.e. pin killers, antacids, paracetamol etc.).
5. Purchase of items requiring prescription (antiemetics and benzodiazepines). I have a good chance of getting benzos but a low chance to get antiemetics. I have found a antiemetic med (herbal one), which does not require a prescription. Idk how effective it will be though.
6. Store the items in 2 separate boxes and hide them at home.
7. Prepare (if possible detailed) suicide notes.
8. Wait for the right time and opportunity to consume SN. Send timed messages.
I will be following the Stat Dose regimen (Vizzy and Stan SN guide).
My deadline to execute my plans is Jan end at max. I'm looking to CTB after 1st week of Dec.
SN order is the crucial one. If successful, other items can be sorta easily procured.
Since I'm worried about SN sources possibly being taken down, I will order it ASAP (by this weekend or next week at max).
I'll start executing my plans by this week or next week at max.
Oddly enough, I feel relaxed and excited to execute my plans. Guess it's because I'll be CTBing soon.
I hope to be successful in my plans, and find my freedom.
I hope y'all will be able to find the freedom y'all need.
Also, I shall keep y'all updated.
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