Shouldn't you test it before taking it, just to be sure it's good?
I will! I have a test kit ready :DD I've decided on doing it so I've started to prepare, hopefully all goes well.
If you decide to use the SN right now, make sure you have no regrets. I am not encouraging you in anyway but not am i telling you to not.
Thank you, I'm definitely making a decision I know I don't have any second thoughts on. Don't worry, no influence or encouragement is taken! I'm grateful for the reminder that something like this doesn't have room for regret since it's, you know. It made it sink it a bit more.
I think 2h might not be enough in the worst case.
Y r u in a hurry? You have your way out now and you can plan everything when it is the best time for you. I wish you all the best and hope u find peace.
Thank you, 2 hours is probably the minimum time I'll have alone which is kind of worrying, but my door does have a lock I can use. Thank you, peace is all I could ask for right now, I wish you the best too!
I think 2h might not be enough in the worst case.
Y r u in a hurry? You have your way out now and you can plan everything when it is the best time for you. I wish you all the best and hope u find peace.
Thank you, 2 hours is probably the minimum time I'll have alone which is kind of worrying, but my door does have a lock I can use. Thank you, peace is all I could ask for right now, I wish you the best too!
It's against the rules to encourage anything. I agree with nessun; you got it earlier than expected, why not wait at least until the shipment was supposed to arrive? Suicide should always be a last resort. Only when you've exhausted every resource, including the ones you think "won't work", should suicide be on the table. Once it is on the table, you should hold on as long as possible, until it is entirely unbearable to live another day.
You say you have school on Monday; if you're still able to attend classes, you can keep going for a little longer. I believe in you.
I know, I'm not looking for encouragement and I could never ask that from anyone on here. "Every resource" seems a bit fitting in a way, I guess I've always just known this was how I'm bound to go? Maybe not this early in life but its always just been the choice for me even if I've failed at other methods. Thank you for believing in me, you're one of very few :) <3