SN Arrived in the mail

[Looking4Answers]

Received my 100gm of SN in the mail recently.

So now I finally have it. I am going to write up how im gonna do it.

Obviously will be using
SN
Acetaminophen
Lorazepam
Either forego the antiemetic or if i can find a way to make seroquel work without having to take any for weeks before.
Thought of getting prilosec or something else in that class mentioned.

Plan is to have a great day with a great last meal, play with my dog and spend lots of time with him...visit nearby places I have fond/happy memories of. My last week I will prob go see my mom, sister and brother. Stop eating around 10pm. Sleep. Next day fast and probably take my SN dose around 5-7pm.

Affairs to settle before
I plan on writing letters to my brother, sister, mother and wife.

Update my will
Leave instructions for my estate, including my dog.
Leaving instructions for my burial/funeral.
Have a timed email or text message go out the next day giving location of my body
Leaving a note saying handle with care for any SN residue (dont want anyone getting hurt)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Received my 100gm of SN in the mail recently.

So now I finally have it. I am going to write up how im gonna do it.

Obviously will be using
SN
Acetaminophen
Lorazepam
Either forego the antiemetic or if i can find a way to make seroquel work without having to take any for weeks before.
Thought of getting prilosec or something else in that class mentioned.

Plan is to have a great day with a great last meal, play with my dog and spend lots of time with him...visit nearby places I have fond/happy memories of. My last week I will prob go see my mom, sister and brother. Stop eating around 10pm. Sleep. Next day fast and probably take my SN dose around 5-7pm.

Affairs to settle before
I plan on writing letters to my brother, sister, mother and wife.

Update my will
Leave instructions for my estate, including my dog.
Leaving instructions for my burial/funeral.
Have a timed email or text message go out the next day giving location of my body
Leaving a note saying handle with care for any SN residue (dont want anyone getting hurt)

Sounds like a better than fairly comprehensive plan. It's apparent you've thought a lot about everything. I hope it all goes the way you wish, and your journey gets you to your deserved peace.

 

[ThereIsNoJustice]

100g is the amount I'm looking to purchase within the USA. Do you and/or your SN Source happen to reside in the USA?

 

[Looking4Answers]

Sounds like a better than fairly comprehensive plan. It's apparent you've thought a lot about everything. I hope it all goes the way you wish, and your journey gets you to your deserved peace.

Im anal retentive about details. Not to mention shit going on right now that gives me plenty of time to think about.

As it stands this is a 2023 plan

Not in USA

 

[Huntfish34]

Agreed,. Sounds very well thought out. I wish you nothing but the best in whatever may happen. Godspeed -

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Im anal retentive about details. Not to mention shit going on right now that gives me plenty of time to think about.

As it stands this is a 2023 plan

Not in USA

Only you can know whether your decision is right for you, or when it it is right for you. No hurry, right? Shouldn't be, as it's the most important decision you're likely to ever make.

 

[FuneralCry]

Must be a relief having your SN. I hope that when the time feels right for you to leave you find freedom from all suffering.

 

[Looking4Answers]

So I had originally intended to wait until after xmas...because i didn't want to ruin it for anyone.
BUT just shit sandwich, came my way...multiple...and i was holding on for dear life until the last shit sandwich....

SO im looking at moving it up to first half of November. Prob 3rd or 10th

I am curious though, ive seen people on here who either have someone keep them company either through forum or some kind of messenger, maybe whatsapp....
I'd like to maybe have someone to talk to in my last moments.
Im Canadian, same time zone as NYC.

Can anyone point me in that direction

 

[farakini]

So I had originally intended to wait until after xmas...because i didn't want to ruin it for anyone.
BUT just shit sandwich, came my way...multiple...and i was holding on for dear life until the last shit sandwich....

SO im looking at moving it up to first half of November. Prob 3rd or 10th

I am curious though, ive seen people on here who either have someone keep them company either through forum or some kind of messenger, maybe whatsapp....
I'd like to maybe have someone to talk to in my last moments.
Im Canadian, same time zone as NYC.

Can anyone point me in that direction

You could post in the Partners megathread even if you don't wanna meet up with someone. You could ask to talk over the phone or messenger…..or just post a thread, letting us know you're ready and we'll be here keep you company. Some ppl use the chat, since it's real-time.

 

[Looking4Answers]

Update
I'll have my last meal the day before at 8 or 9pm, probably 9th of Nov.

Then no food, just some water until my SN dose on the 10th around between 430 and 6pm.

As im in Canada, and its legal, I will use weed as anti-emetic, and chill me out. Hit some gummies up 2hrs before planned dose of SN.

I will have 25mg in 50-75ml of water, 2 drinks prepared.

1hr prior 1000mg acetaminophen, 2-4mg lorazepam.

Would tramadol, or oxycodone, or cyclobenzaprine or pregabalin have any uses or fit in anywhere at all??

Im more worried about not freaking out after i take the SN

 

[Looking4Answers]

Is it dumb or just plain human nature to hold out hope, no matter how small...

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Is it dumb or just plain human nature to hold out hope, no matter how small...

Human nature.

 

[Looking4Answers]

Many things suck right now...but there is still some hope for one other thing...the major/best thing that would maybe not turn my everything around BUT would give me strength to tackle some things...trying to hold on see that through