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overandout4me

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Sep 20, 2025
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Ok so I have some SN and I have a lot of benzos (which I will need a hefty dose of due to my unfortunate ridiculously high tolerance of benzos) but I have probably got one shot at this and I need this to work. But I'm seeing a lot of mixed messages about this and I understand why....the ones who were successful with this can't really help with the best advice on how exactly it worked for obvious reasons....
I'd much rather have access to a gun or a nice big dose of H, but I just don't...and I have considered just trying my luck with finding a plug in the cities, but I don't know where to even begin to look and with my luck I would probably F that up and get busted or freaking raped or something else would go wrong...I've tried mixing opiates and benzos and no go. I'm in my 40 's and am 100% sure that I am done and I need to do this and not screw it up , I am alone in this and it needs to stay that way. But I live with family and they are up my ass about getting help and I can't hold them off for much longer before they are going to intervene...I need to do this asap but I have no more failed attempts..and I thought this SN thing was the answer, but now these different posts have me freaking out. So if anyone can give me some solid advice on what to do regarding protocol or he'll if I could catch a break and just find some H.... seriously please ... I can't wait and I can't be on this forum much either. Clock is ticking...anyone please
 
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
193
Well I've got some experience with just straight up taking SN ...

If you can get it in the right amount or more and hold it in you should be gold on the CTB.

Your biggest concerns are vomiting it up and possibly the distress of you .
Depends both on your tolerance and if you add meds to ease it .
 
CravingPeace

CravingPeace

It’s only a matter of time
Feb 19, 2025
344
The reason people fail is because they stray far away from proper protocol. Stan's Guide can be found here and is pretty much the golden standard for SN use.

Now, "straying far away" from protocol isn't a cut & dry thing. What I mean is, not doing the things that are vital for success. From my time here, I've found that the most detrimental mistakes are: not fasting; allowing for the chance to be found before CTB is reached; and backing out.

If you do not fast, SN cannot be absorbed quickly enough to have desired effects. If you allow for an opportunity to be found before fully CTB, your chances of failure are nonzero. The same goes for changing your mind and calling for help.

All the other stuff makes for a smoother process, but isn't necessary for CTB. If you can avoid the mistakes I listed, you will CTB with SN.
 
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Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
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The reason people fail is because they stray far away from proper protocol. Stan's Guide can be found here and is pretty much the golden standard for SN use.

Now, "straying far away" from protocol isn't a cut & dry thing. What I mean is, not doing the things that are vital for success. From my time here, I've found that the most detrimental mistakes are: not fasting; allowing for the chance to be found before CTB is reached; and backing out.

If you do not fast, SN cannot be absorbed quickly enough to have desired effects. If you allow for an opportunity to be found before fully CTB, your chances of failure are nonzero. The same goes for changing your mind and calling for help.

All the other stuff makes for a smoother process, but isn't necessary for CTB. If you can avoid the mistakes I listed, you will CTB with SN.
So basically just make sure you fast for 8 hours, don't be found for 3-4 hours, and don't call 911 for help lol
 
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highnoon52

Member
Nov 23, 2024
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The reason people fail is because they stray far away from proper protocol. Stan's Guide can be found here and is pretty much the golden standard for SN use.

Now, "straying far away" from protocol isn't a cut & dry thing. What I mean is, not doing the things that are vital for success. From my time here, I've found that the most detrimental mistakes are: not fasting; allowing for the chance to be found before CTB is reached; and backing out.

If you do not fast, SN cannot be absorbed quickly enough to have desired effects. If you allow for an opportunity to be found before fully CTB, your chances of failure are nonzero. The same goes for changing your mind and calling for help.

All the other stuff makes for a smoother process, but isn't necessary for CTB. If you can avoid the mistakes I listed, you will CTB with SN.
The guide is out of date re obtaining SN.
 
Wrath

Wrath

Long live my dead dreams.
Dec 12, 2024
93
Obtaining sn changes all the time, no guide will be constant, because if someone posts a guide on where to get it, it gets shut down and emailed by feds/nosy journalists. You'll have to do your own searching.
The guide is out of date re obtaining SN.
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
To me, it seems that antiemetics is important, even if you have drugs that help you pass out since you can still vomit while unconscious. Also, I'm planning to make at least 3 solution of SN just in case I vomit the first dose. Timing is key.
 
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highnoon52

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Nov 23, 2024
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Obtaining sn changes all the time, no guide will be constant, because if someone posts a guide on where to get it, it gets shut down and emailed by feds/nosy journalists. You'll have to do your own searching.
Which is a near impossible task...
 

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