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Someplace_nice

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Sep 28, 2024
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I wonder why suicidal ideation never leaves, I can be having the best day and still think of it, I find easier ways to CTB and I miss being able to do it. I'm happy but that part of me will never leave and I always wonder if I'll do it. My body is a fighter and is good at fighting so CTB always was hard for me, I still find myself yearning for it but I can't.
 
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