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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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I'm wondering if anyone is curious to know if it'll work or not, or if anyone would care to wish me peace before I take the fall?
I'm fully alone in this world and don't have anyone to wish me peace before I go, or anyone who's interested in my method of choices success
 
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Surek

Surek

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Aug 26, 2025
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If that is what you want, no one is stopping you from doing it. Farewell posts are not uncommon here, and those where people describe their experiences during CTB are interesting because they allow you to get first-hand answers, so to speak
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
95
I wish you peace wherever you may go.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
94
If that is what you want, no one is stopping you from doing it. Farewell posts are not uncommon here, and those where people describe their experiences during CTB are interesting because they allow you to get first-hand answers, so to speak
I'd tell while it's happening but since I will bejumping off a building I don't know how much info I can give xd
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I wish you peace now, although I wish you'd reconsider.
Can you tell us which city, at least?
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
175
^ DO NOT TELL THEM THAT. There's a very high chance they'll call the police. Other than that, I wish you peace on your journey, my friend! May it be swift, peaceful and easy. I'm glad you're finding peace. Lots of love, my friend. Brave you are♥️
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
94
I wish you peace now, although I wish you'd reconsider.
Can you tell us which city, at least?
Why would I ever reconsider? Also I am not telling where I live since you could contact police
^ DO NOT TELL THEM THAT. There's a very high chance they'll call the police. Other than that, I wish you peace on your journey, my friend! May it be swift, peaceful and easy. I'm glad you're finding peace. Lots of love, my friend. Brave you are♥️
I won't tell 💜
Thank you for the well wishes, I'm a bit afraid but I'm planning to go through with it and hope it'll go well, I deserve some rest after everything!
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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^ DO NOT TELL THEM THAT. There's a very high chance they'll call the police. Other than that, I wish you peace on your journey, my friend! May it be swift, peaceful and easy. I'm glad you're finding peace. Lots of love, my friend. Brave you are♥️
No intention of calling police, but if you take that thought & follow it, what could police even do? The answer: nothing. Sounds like a combo of confusion and paranoia.
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
175
No intention of calling police, but if you take that thought & follow it, what could police even do? The answer: nothing. Sounds like a combo of confusion and paranoia.
Can't be too sure. I don't mean to discount you as a person but generally it's a good idea not telling people that. And often people wait a while before they jump, gathering their thoughts and coming to acceptance, and police could find them then.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Can't be too sure. I don't mean to discount you as a person but generally it's a good idea not telling people that. And often people wait a while before they jump, gathering their thoughts and coming to acceptance, and police could find them then.

Their collecting of thoughts & coming to terms with it needs to happen now… or never. If they hang around long enough to be spotted before jumping, that's on them!
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
175
Their collecting of thoughts & coming to terms with it needs to happen now… or never. If they hang around long enough to be spotted before jumping, that's on them!
Or on the police who gets them looking for a jumper...
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
94
No intention of calling police, but if you take that thought & follow it, what could police even do? The answer: nothing. Sounds like a combo of confusion and paranoia.
I'm not paranoid I just live in a small place where it'd be easy to find me, and I've failed enough times to not want another time to fail again, if that makes sense, generally I'd rather not tell people where I'm from since it doesn't matter in the end anyway
 
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