Should I go tonight?

[tulipsforever]

I'm so exhausted Idk what to anymore. My mental health has taken everything from me. I've been unemployed since July, my bf of 5 yrs dumped me because my mental healthy has deteriorated sm, and i dropped out of college w only 2 semesters left, and i can no longer pay mortage (the house me n my ex was paying before he broke up w me and i refused to let it go as a "last memory of him" but now i couldn't pay for it bcs im unemployed)

I really wanna CTB tonight. I'm so confused because one second im doing fine then another id feel vv anxious bcs i lost everything.

help, do u guys think i should js really go tonight? i really have nothing on me anymore

 

[SASU-KE]

I can't speak for you, but I can speak for myself when I say last year was filled with lonely,drunk nights where I wanted to end it often. This year, things have gotten better and those feelings have subsided. So things can get better.

I would say keep trying your best.I hope things work out for you.

 

[N@te]

I'm so exhausted Idk what to anymore. My mental health has taken everything from me. I've been unemployed since July, my bf of 5 yrs dumped me because my mental healthy has deteriorated sm, and i dropped out of college w only 2 semesters left, and i can no longer pay mortage (the house me n my ex was paying before he broke up w me and i refused to let it go as a "last memory of him" but now i couldn't pay for it bcs im unemployed)

I really wanna CTB tonight. I'm so confused because one second im doing fine then another id feel vv anxious bcs i lost everything.

help, do u guys think i should js really go tonight? i really have nothing on me anymore

if you have to ask, you probably shouldn't. Especially if you were "just doing fine." If things can get so bad so suddenly, they might be able to get better as well. Maybe.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

No one here will tell you when you should or shouldn't ctb, that's something you and only you can decide. I'm so sorry you have suffered so much and life has led you to contemplating this. I hope you can be at peace with whatever you decide for yourself.

 

[Widow39]

If you really want an answer, I would say no, you shouldn't until you took a well thought decision. Let yourself some days at least to think well, it's not a light decision to take spontaneously. Feel free to dm me if you need to talk