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hangtime1000

hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
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I'm trying to decide if I should kill myself today Or a bit later. Today feels good to do it.

Does anyone have this sense of indecision not whether I die but how I should choose the moment.
 
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endlesschatter

endlesschatter

CTB asap
Aug 30, 2026
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I'm trying to decide will I kill myself todsy. Or a bit later. Today feels good to do it

Does anyone have this sense of indecision not whether I die but when I choose.
Do you have a fool proof method? If yes, you should, if not, then you shouldn't
 
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hangtime1000

hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
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I wish you all the best and peace in your journey ❤️

Enlighten me how did you test the rope. Every time i tried it i used to get strangled instead of passing out
it is a psh - I had the rope over a top hook, and I held the other end by my hand. I inhaled a intoxicant so I was dizzy, I pulled hard on the rope then passed out - since I held the other end of the rope in my hand, when I passed out and collapsed I let go of the rope and found myself on the floor
 
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endlesschatter

endlesschatter

CTB asap
Aug 30, 2026
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it is a psh - I had the rope over a top hook, and I held the other end by my hand. I inhaled a intoxicant so I was dizzy, I pulled hard on the rope then passed out - since I held the other end of the rope in my hand, when I passed out and collapsed I let go of the rope and found myself on the floor
That's amazing. I tried the same 2 years ago, but it didn't work. I wish you all the success and peace my friend✨❤️
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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If you feel indecision, wait until you are more certain
 
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TomTom

TomTom

I dont want to
May 3, 2023
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I'm trying to decide if I should kill myself today Or a bit later. Today feels good to do it.

Does anyone have this sense of indecision not whether I die but how I should choose the moment.
If you ask yourself that question, always choose later
 
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