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JustABitTired

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I nearly finished a 25g glass of Sodium Nitirite and then had a small gulp of milk to help keep it down.

Should I feel this sick? What do I do now? I'm not sure if I want to die feeling like this.

I'm ready, but thought it would be more peaceful
 
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befree

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Did you follow this guide ?

It does not say that you should drink milk after the SN, but you should fast. Milk is a food.
 
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JustABitTired

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I tried to but panicked. I have been fasting. I only have tiny gulps to stop me throwing up
 
lilohsuu

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You should fast at least 8 hours in minimun and never drink sn with enyrthing, didi you read the rules?
 
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SN isn't the best method feeling sick, gasping for air, fast heart rate, headache, but i'm willing to give it try as soon as i can get my hands on some
 
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Aergia

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Yes, nausea, headaches and tachycardia are common. (Prescription) antiemetics are highly recommended and if you can't get those you should prepare backup classes in case you vomit. Painkillers would also have been a good idea.

Hoping you find peace.
 
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NambaSutra

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It's possible you could die anyway. If you've changed your mind you should call emergency services and get medical help ASAP.
 
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Could you maybe please call for help?
 
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shantyizlit

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SN isn't the best method feeling sick, gasping for air, fast heart rate, headache, but i'm willing to give it try as soon as i can get my hands on some
Its peacefull as long as you do it right amd take the meds, and keep you mind from paniking there is no need to, you end up in piece and very low discounfort
 
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JustABitTired

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Ok, that's good to know. Nothing much is happening though. Has anyone used aquarium test strips? I think I've done the measurement of the SN wrong.
It's been an hour since I ingested. Nothing has happened. Should I take another cup? Clearly I've done something wrong :(
 
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suicidaleeyore

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Ok, that's good to know. Nothing much is happening though. Has anyone used aquarium test strips? I think I've done the measurement of the SN wrong.
It's been an hour since I ingested. Nothing has happened. Should I take another cup? Clearly I've done something wrong :(
Are you still here?
 
Bobert_Beniro

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prolifer?
 
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moggedtodeath

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Maybe take another glass of it. This is nearly impossible. You have no symptoms at all?
 
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JustABitTired

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Hey guys! I'm still here. Got back from A&E this morning. I used aquarium strips to measure the SN but must have made an error because it wasn't the purity needed to have a real impact. Maybe chugging down milk as well didn't help?

Anyway, since I failed, life has gotten worse. I'm under more surveillance and I'm so sad and disappointed that I didn't die 😭😭😭 I feel like a worthless failure and now everyone around me thinks I did it for attention and I really want to just die. I didn't think it could get worse.
 
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Hey guys! I'm still here. Got back from A&E this morning. I used aquarium strips to measure the SN but must have made an error because it wasn't the purity needed to have a real impact. Maybe chugging down milk as well didn't help?

Anyway, since I failed, life has gotten worse. I'm under more surveillance and I'm so sad and disappointed that I didn't die 😭😭😭 I feel like a worthless failure and now everyone around me thinks I did it for attention and I really want to just die. I didn't think it could get worse.
If your source is from TIG u should let us know, Nobody wants to be in the same situation as you are currently in which under surveillance.
 
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deomlez

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Milk is well known as an antidote to poison (old belief even if it s not recommanded now).
 
befree

befree

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antidote to poison
....maybe if somone took accidently a poison. But the OP ingested the SN intentionally to die.
Milk is not only a beverage, it´s food consisting of large amounts of protein and fat. This has ended the process of fasting.
 
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Aergia

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I agree with others that taking milk wasn't ideal, but intuitively, I don't think it could've have been enough to prevent an otherwise solid regimen from working. People have died from taking SN unintentionally.

I'm really sorry to hear that you're under surveillance now and have to contend with the reactions of others, OP. It sounds rough. I hope that things will improve for you.

May I ask what they did at the a&e? Did they administer methylene blue?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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There is a case report of three men who had their oatmeal laced with SN and died. So the stuff is deadly with or without food.
 
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John Ryder

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There is a case report of three men who had their oatmeal laced with SN and died. So the stuff is deadly with or without food.
And I might die from only 4g N right after a porterhouse steak. I mean what's your point? Does that it might kill you anyway after hitting up a buffet make it a good idea?
 
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Meditation guide

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And I might die from only 4g N right after a porterhouse steak. I mean what's your point? Does that it might kill you anyway after hitting up a buffet make it a good idea?
hi there, I thought my point was that you can die with or without food. Was it that unclear? It's very deadly even if you have food with it. In the case I mentioned the one who made the oatmeal used SN by mistake instead of salt in the oatmeal.
 
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hi there, I thought my point was that you can die with or without food. Was it that unclear? It's very deadly even if you have food with it.
Yeah, it's very clear. I thought mine was too. A fast is recommended for good reason, to maximize the amount absorbed and minimize time to onset, which could be the difference between punching that sweet ticket and surviving with threefold your previous misery. "Hey you could do it this more half ass shitty way and it still may work, just so you know" lol. You want to pile that wild card onto what's already a gamble, be my guest.
 
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deomlez

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Waouh i can feel many violence in the different answers... calm down, we are all in the same boat here.
 
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Ingesting Milk as it is didn't help at all, it's already a big risk to take SN and then to take it with milk when it is specifically stated not to drink anything after SN, well, the results here are not surprising and now your misery has been tripled with people accusing of attention because well, people can't think of any other reason other than to come to a conclusion themselves based off of how society sees suicide as a cry for help and not a real attempt at ending your life.

it could've made a difference had you not taken a gulp of milk.
 
Meditation guide

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Yeah, it's very clear. I thought mine was too. A fast is recommended for good reason, to maximize the amount absorbed and minimize time to onset, which could be the difference between punching that sweet ticket and surviving with threefold your previous misery. "Hey you could do it this more half ass shitty way and it still may work, just so you know" lol. You want to pile that wild card onto what's already a gamble, be my guest.
I'm not advocating any particular way of doing it. I just mentioned people have died with food from SN.
 
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Sad Avocado

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SN isn't the best method feeling sick, gasping for air, fast heart rate, headache, but i'm willing to give it try as soon as i can get my hands on some
Well compared to other methods these arent that bad
 

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