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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
453
I love Sleep Token. Good song, Ophelia. :heart: Here is my offering.

I feel hell from my head to my feet, I need darkness to see
When I close my eyes, all I see is death and in my dreams
Do I make you smile? Will you stay with me a while?
I feel you crawl into my skin

She only comes at night, when I'm wide awake
When I'm feeling numb for nothing

Take it all away, make me feel pain
Give it all to me or none
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me for nothing
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me or none


 
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badkarma4618

badkarma4618

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
91
fear can live in the bones. not loud, just settled. passed down like eye color or silence at dinner. at seven he is scared of his mother's love, because even that comes with pain. at seventeen he is scared of dying for nothing, because in his world death shows up unannounced. and at twenty seven he is scared of god, of success, of slipping. of losing the light. it is like he is walking through his own life barefoot, naming every broken piece he stepped on. it reminds me that fear is not always loud. sometimes it is a quiet thing that follows you room to room. sometimes it is inherited, like a story no one tells but everyone remembers. and kendrick tells it. soft. aching. true. like bleeding without breaking skin.

and lifes a bich, pull them panties to the side now ;)
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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I love Sleep Token. Good song, Ophelia. :heart: Here is my offering.

I feel hell from my head to my feet, I need darkness to see
When I close my eyes, all I see is death and in my dreams
Do I make you smile? Will you stay with me a while?
I feel you crawl into my skin

She only comes at night, when I'm wide awake
When I'm feeling numb for nothing

Take it all away, make me feel pain
Give it all to me or none
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me for nothing
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me or none



love this one B. 🥹🥹🥹
 
The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
352
My heart goes out to anyone who is struggling or has ever struggled with anorexia or bulimia. I'm sorry that you suffer so. You deserve to be told that you are beautiful regardless of your waistline or curves. You deserve to hear it every day. You deserve to know it, and to believe it with your entire being, because it is true. It is my hope for you that someday, you will believe this in every corner of your mind and that the wicked thoughts and compulsions wither away before they do as much to you.

Forcing yourself to stay hungry is not the path to love or acceptance, nor does it make you deserve affection or attention. You deserve these things the way you are, and the way you will look once you've established a healthy relationship with food.

Hunger does not care for you.
But I do.


I'm gonna run to the river alone 'cause I don't want people to see
I get so embarrassed when I run, I can't breathe
When I'm by the water and there's no one there but me
I stand and fill my lungs up, and I'll walk back home for tea

No, I don't like my stomach, my mother says it's round
I tried to run it off, but when I run, my breath runs out
Well, mother, I am flattered that my hunger makes you proud
But I don't want this hunger if it puts me in the ground

Describe what I look like 'cause I can't really tеll
I'm told I look my best when I feel a bit unwell
And it rеally gets me down, this idea that you sell
But I can't afford to taste it, so I'll settle for the smell

I'll say something ironic (Say something ironic) that I was never told
I'll cover up my body (I'll cover up my body) when it fits into the mould
See, no one ever warned me that skinniness is cold (Ah-ah-oh)
So, I don't think I'll take skinny past these twenty-two years old


 
SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

she longs for freedom
Oct 6, 2023
160
I've been a bit short on words lately, likely my sub-tropical depression starting to kick in. I've been really identifying with parts of this song off the new Sleep Token album. Song link at bottom.

Well, I've been waking up under blades
Blue blossom days
If only Damocles would hit me back
No alabaster carvings or faces on a farthing
Would prevent my head from fading to black

And it feels like falling into the sea
From outer space in seconds to me
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until they look like harmony

When the river runs dry and the curtain is called
How will I know if I can't see the bottom?
Come up for air and choke on it all
No one else knows that I've got a problem
What if I can't get up and stand tall?
What if the diamond days are all gone and
Who will I be when the empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten

Well, I know I should be touring
I know these chords are boring
But I can't always be killing the game
No golden grand pianos or
Voices from the shadows will do
Anything but feel the same

And it feels like falling into the deep
From somewhere way up over the peaks
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until the tape runs out on me​



Drop lyrics, a link, whatever is resonating with you today. I think there are infinite ways we can relate to each other and maybe I kinda need that right now.

Love you SS fam.

kicker by alex g is kinda everything rn espcailly the line "medicine gave you a heart attack" because i plan on ctbing with amitriptyline or propanolol which would both affect my heart lol.
 
Dqope

Dqope

Member
Aug 21, 2023
44
Knowing the D day is coming closer and closer. Have less than 4 days before I leave. Everyone that reads this - Wish you the best...

Translated from Swedish:
God I pray, please reply if you can
Have we ever had a chance?
Is there a paradise


 

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