
Pale_Rider
Wizard
- Apr 21, 2025
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also moty bc i love lorde lol
I love Sleep Token. Good song, Ophelia.Here is my offering.
I feel hell from my head to my feet, I need darkness to see
When I close my eyes, all I see is death and in my dreams
Do I make you smile? Will you stay with me a while?
I feel you crawl into my skin
She only comes at night, when I'm wide awake
When I'm feeling numb for nothing
Take it all away, make me feel pain
Give it all to me or none
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me for nothing
Take it all away, make me feel again
Give it all to me or none
I've been a bit short on words lately, likely my sub-tropical depression starting to kick in. I've been really identifying with parts of this song off the new Sleep Token album. Song link at bottom.
Well, I've been waking up under blades
Blue blossom days
If only Damocles would hit me back
No alabaster carvings or faces on a farthing
Would prevent my head from fading to black
And it feels like falling into the sea
From outer space in seconds to me
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until they look like harmony
When the river runs dry and the curtain is called
How will I know if I can't see the bottom?
Come up for air and choke on it all
No one else knows that I've got a problem
What if I can't get up and stand tall?
What if the diamond days are all gone and
Who will I be when the empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten
Well, I know I should be touring
I know these chords are boring
But I can't always be killing the game
No golden grand pianos or
Voices from the shadows will do
Anything but feel the same
And it feels like falling into the deep
From somewhere way up over the peaks
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until the tape runs out on me
Drop lyrics, a link, whatever is resonating with you today. I think there are infinite ways we can relate to each other and maybe I kinda need that right now.
Love you SS fam.
My heart goes out to anyone who is struggling or has ever struggled with anorexia or bulimia. I'm sorry that you suffer so. You deserve to be told that you are beautiful regardless of your waistline or curves. You deserve to hear it every day. You deserve to know it, and to believe it with your entire being, because it is true. It is my hope for you that someday, you will believe this in every corner of your mind and that the wicked thoughts and compulsions wither away before they do as much to you.
Forcing yourself to stay hungry is not the path to love or acceptance, nor does it make you deserve affection or attention. You deserve these things the way you are, and the way you will look once you've established a healthy relationship with food.
Hunger does not care for you.
But I do.
I'm gonna run to the river alone 'cause I don't want people to see
I get so embarrassed when I run, I can't breathe
When I'm by the water and there's no one there but me
I stand and fill my lungs up, and I'll walk back home for tea
No, I don't like my stomach, my mother says it's round
I tried to run it off, but when I run, my breath runs out
Well, mother, I am flattered that my hunger makes you proud
But I don't want this hunger if it puts me in the ground
Describe what I look like 'cause I can't really tеll
I'm told I look my best when I feel a bit unwell
And it rеally gets me down, this idea that you sell
But I can't afford to taste it, so I'll settle for the smell
I'll say something ironic (Say something ironic) that I was never told
I'll cover up my body (I'll cover up my body) when it fits into the mould
See, no one ever warned me that skinniness is cold (Ah-ah-oh)
So, I don't think I'll take skinny past these twenty-two years old