Sex before CTB with partner and other strange things.

[blanketyblk]

This thread title is misleading. Title said sex before ctb, thread description said fall in love and don't ctb. Two totally different things.

ahh ok that makes more sense then. But still no. this girl got her freak on recently, let's just say that it again proved to me that humanity is garbage and people are the worst. But hey at least the sex was good. Bring on the sex robots, at least they won't come with issues and drama and need to hurt people.

 

[seekingoblivion]

Yeah ain't nobody falling in love with me. I ain't falling in love with anyone either. Too miserable for all that. Also ain't nobody sleeping their ass with me. Too unattractive for all that. Plus If I had a ctb partner I'd probably want to stop them instead so yeah that wouldn't be ideal.

 

[jake3d]

I'm open to either option if I were to do a pact with someone. If I would like sex and my partner doesn't agree, I can pay a prostitute for that.

 

[not_a_robot]

I'm open to either option if I were to do a pact with someone. If I would like sex and my partner doesn't agree, I can pay a prostitute for that.

I can't believe we joined on the same day. Feels like you've been here for ages...

 

[jake3d]

2 days apart actually. I adapt quickly. I would have re-adapted to real physical life had my injury not been permanent.

 

[Pilum Muralis]

ahh ok that makes more sense then. But still no. this girl got her freak on recently, let's just say that it again proved to me that humanity is garbage and people are the worst. But hey at least the sex was good. Bring on the sex robots, at least they won't come with issues and drama and need to hurt people.

I hear they're a cheap date, and horrible at conversation, but at least they're ready when you are. Bonus if you're someone loaded up on meds and require a jackhammer to feel anything.

 

[not_a_robot]

Which Hogwart's House uses that wand?

 

[Pilum Muralis]

Which Hogwart's House uses that wand?

House Pervertus. They perfected the charm "Rubitus Outitus".

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

I'm a beyond hopelessly lonely guy so if I ever attempted to partner up with a woman for suicide I'd probably fall in love with her during the process, so that wouldn't work. Or it would. Depends on how you want to see it. But probably not, since it would have to be reciprocated.

 

[Laststop]

Sex and love. Hmmm. I find it very hard to love. I guess it's all that I've been through, and not many people have been loving towards me. I don't want to be cold hearted. I use to want to love, and just got hurt in return. As for sex, I think I've always been into it in a way I'd never find a partner for. Which goes with not having "deep meaningful" relationships. Sex is more physical for me. I haven't done it to speak of in a very long time anyway. Becoming emotional with someone you get together with to CTB as a partner is not hard to imagine at all. If I found a woman who was into the same sex stuff I was maybe I'd have to stop and wonder if I lucked into something worth holding off for, hahahaha!!

 

[Onomotopoeia]

Sex and love eventually become the reasons to ctb; rejection and sorrow.

Not always

Hell before joining this site I might have even said not usually but clearly that may not be true

However me wanting to ctb has nothing to do with sex, love, or rejection.

Sorrow...sure

on topic though: i've never met a person to change my mind and would be surprised if anyone could.

 

[not_a_robot]

I'm a beyond hopelessly lonely guy so if I ever attempted to partner up with a woman for suicide I'd probably fall in love with her during the process, so that wouldn't work. Or it would. Depends on how you want to see it. But probably not, since it would have to be reciprocated.

I think falling in love *just* a little would make dying together especially thrilling, but it can't be a mopey-boo-hoo-nobody-loves-us-suicide, it would have to be a philosophical one. Think of the thrill of dying together at the height of the initial attraction, before the world, and yourselves, ruin it all with mundane bullshit.
I dunno, I am really turned on by the thought of having a partner who is even more determined to ctb than I am, and doing it together.
Just a fantasy though. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is flabby and out of shape, ew.
Most people prefer a sad mopey miserable suicide though, so I'm sure nobody here understands what I'm talking about, am shutting up now.

 

[Laststop]

I think falling in love *just* a little would make dying together especially thrilling, but it can't be a mopey-boo-hoo-nobody-loves-us-suicide, it would have to be a philosophical one. Think of the thrill of dying together at the height of the initial attraction, before the world, and yourselves, ruin it all with mundane bullshit.
I dunno, I am really turned on by the thought of having a partner who is even more determined to ctb than I am, and doing it together.
Just a fantasy though. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is flabby and out of shape, ew.
Most people prefer a sad mopey miserable suicide though, so I'm sure nobody here understands what I'm talking about, am shutting up now.

This makes me think of the ending of the movie Her. The one where operating systems come with personalities that morph into AI, and then leaves all the people they made love them. In the end the main male character gets together with his female friend, and I'm thinking, "please don't tell me they are going to hook up. It's going to ruin the vibe." But, they just get together to suffer. If I got a female partner, that's what I would be looking for.

 

[not_a_robot]

This makes me think of the ending of the movie Her. The one where operating systems come with personalities that morph into AI, and then leaves all the people they made love them. In the end the main male character gets together with his female friend, and I'm thinking, "please don't tell me they are going to hook up. It's going to ruin the vibe." But, they just get together to suffer. If I got a female partner, that's what I would be looking for.

Yeah, if all you want is a partner for suffering, you may as well just stay alive and get married. Standard procedure. ;)

 

[Laststop]

Yeah, if all you want is a partner for suffering, you may as well just stay alive and get married. Standard procedure. ;)

Ah, it's a lot simpler than that. I've never had any serious partners, and I won't now.

 

[Mud.]

No I wouldn't and this is to protect the other person (as well as myself) from additional guilt and feelings. Also, when I'm ready to go, I don't want any interference or distractions that could compromise my attempt.

Exactly the same for me.
No emotional bonds anymore.

I want to leave as little pain behind as possible.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

I think falling in love *just* a little would make dying together especially thrilling, but it can't be a mopey-boo-hoo-nobody-loves-us-suicide, it would have to be a philosophical one. Think of the thrill of dying together at the height of the initial attraction, before the world, and yourselves, ruin it all with mundane bullshit.
I dunno, I am really turned on by the thought of having a partner who is even more determined to ctb than I am, and doing it together.
Just a fantasy though. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is flabby and out of shape, ew.
Most people prefer a sad mopey miserable suicide though, so I'm sure nobody here understands what I'm talking about, am shutting up now.

I can kind of see the appeal, wouldn't prefer a sad mopey suicide if there was an alternative. Maybe it could just be a little falling in love but realizing that it would have no future anyway. But there would always be the danger of there being hope.

 

[Going Home]

If you would find someone to ctb with, and you will fall in love with this person which is someone who accept you and your problems, would you stay alive with that person?

I would definitely like to live if someone will appear in my life.

He would have to be a hell of a person and not listen to all the slander about me.

That's a nice thought though, living a nice happy simple life far the fuck away from dangerous "family".

 

[medicinenightmares]

If I had a suicide partner and found them attractive, I'd fuck them before ctb. Nothing to lose. ✌

 

[Saga]

wouldnt it be nice to have a partner like that?...but at the same time when bliss is over arent you going to choose to ctb?...

i know i will

 

[Talpa]

I daydream about things like this sometimes. Like how I would meet someone that for whatever reason dearly loves me and stays with me forever. In situations like this I could imagine abstaining from CTB but the thing is, that's all it is, a fantasy. I never had a relationship with anyone but I know modern relationships are full of drama and cheating to the point it's normalized. So I'd rather never have one to begin with.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

I'm currently in a relationship, but I already decided that if we ever break up, I'm definitely ready to leave this world. If at that point I meet a potential suicide partner who wants to have sex and I'm attracted to that person, maybe I'd do it. I wouldn't have sex with someone else while I'm still in a relationship though.

 

[PaYo]

I never had sex so i might fall in love with someone i will have sex with. So thats why the title looks like it looks.

 

[262653]

I think that mutual love and suicidality opens up a window of great opportunities to die. Maybe we could research and practice methods together? Or jump from a bridge while holding hands. I think it's wonderful, when you both love each other and look into the same direction.

 

[Pointlesslife]

Sex is on my list of things to do before I ctb. I would be interested in having a relation with a woman to make my life worth living. I think it would be possible with the right woman. It just has to be someone with a good personality and reasonably attractive. I've always wanted to be physically dominated by women with things like headscissors and facesitting.

 

[LuzurPhagget]

Why not? Never been in a relationship and can never hope to be. I'm done with love and soul mates and twin flame nonsense. I did fall for someone and never thought I could even feel that way about anyone or anything...but I did. But knowing the depths I sink to and how bad things can get, I can offer nothing longterm. I have no future and I know she's better off without me. So anyway, why not go out with a bang...with a bang lol. Screw each other's lights out. Become each other's "soul mates" for the night yada yada yada.

I actually kind of like the idea of being upfront about the finality/severity of the situation. I feel so much of my energy goes into putting up a front and pretending everything's alright to the point of being incapable of initiating anything intimate (I'm depressed, anxious, no confidence, hate myself, see no future etc). But I like THIS idea. There seems to be a calming, relaxing sense of freedom. Can actually be honest for once. I'm sure the experience would still be awkward as shit lol, but hopefully overall a good, pleasurable one. A worry I have is after the deed is done, the desire to CTB would be replaced with, "hmm, that wasn't so bad. Let's try this again next week." And then the week after that. And then the week after that. And then the week after that! With CTB constantly being delayed. And before you know it, it's evolved into some kind of weirdo, depraved relationship with a false belief of an actual future! Yikes! lol. Don't want that.

I guess both parties would have to agree into there not being a future and although CTB could be pushed back for some more shag time, it should be an inevitability and required.

It's kinda cool. In some animals, like some spiders and salmon, death is an inevitability of procreation; one or both of the parties dies after the deed is done. So there ya have it, nature ain't exactly right in the head either lol

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

If you would find someone to ctb with, and you will fall in love with this person which is someone who accept you and your problems, would you stay alive with that person?

I would definitely like to live if someone will appear in my life.

That would probably give me more reason to live depend on the scenario.