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l1f31spa1n

l1f31spa1n

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Jul 18, 2024
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I just discovered self-harm and I think this discovery will help me last a little longer here. It's magical... No matter the size and the kind of pain I feel when I cut myself, it disappears. Damn, I should have discovered it rather...
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

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Oct 31, 2025
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Welcome to the club lol
 
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astroproto

astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
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I kind of wish I can push past my body's self-preservation. I hate that I can only do shallow ones, it only stings and just for a little bit. I love when it rains and the air is humid and it stings even more.

I do like watching my blood drip even when it's not deep.
 
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springerclinger27

springerclinger27

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Nov 4, 2025
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I want to get into sh after stabbing myself while drunk, but I can't seem to replicate again due to fear of pain. I don't get how you guys just do it on a whim. I read here that one person likes picking at capillaries which is insane to me.
 
Rev346

Rev346

I’m here but will I still be next year?
Oct 23, 2023
165
Welcome to your new addiction 🙁. For me it's addictive and very hard to stop once I start up.
 
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Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
59
I just take a lighter and burn my tongue to get rid of either homicidal or suicidal thoughts lmao
 
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SquirtleKyun

SquirtleKyun

Constantly escaping to a better reality.
Apr 30, 2023
10
Cutting helps me quiet all my thought and just focus on the pain, like the whole world slows down and goes silent. Its almost peaceful in a way haha
 
renold

renold

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May 29, 2024
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I just take a lighter and burn my tongue to get rid of either homicidal or suicidal thoughts lmao
low-key genius it's always cutting or drinking till just about poisoning for me thats so much more discrete 10/10 will try lol
 
Rev346

Rev346

I’m here but will I still be next year?
Oct 23, 2023
165
I just take a lighter and burn my tongue to get rid of either homicidal or suicidal thoughts lmao
How does that work? Do you burn the tip, underside, or something else? Curious because that's one SH that I can hide.
 
Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
59
How does that work? Do you burn the tip, underside, or something else? Curious because that's one SH that I can hide.
Basically, I burn the underside tip. Be careful, don't burn the topside because you'll lose your taste buds. There are nerves and veins in the underside along with some softer, tender unprotected skin.
low-key genius it's always cutting or drinking till just about poisoning for me thats so much more discrete 10/10 will try lol
Be careful as to where you burn. And aftercare is very important. Disinfect after with oral rinse (peroxide or mouthwash) and keep doing this until the wound has healed. Also, don't hold it in one spot. Wave the flame around, on the underside of your tongue. You might need a mirror. Just kinda like swirl it around so it doesn't only burn one spot. Prevents serious burns. Also remember the 15 second rule. Don't burn for more than 15 second intervals. Burn for maybe like 10 seconds, pause, see how you feel, then keep going. Don't hold the lighter close to your tongue, only the tip of the flame should be on your tongue.

Oh and also, sometimes it might smell like burning flesh. Just hold your nose if you don't like the smell.
 
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