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onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
What is your go to when self harming.

I cut myself and its like a drug to me i have a constant urge but looking for other ways.(not necessarily less harmfull)
 
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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
394
I usually cut myself with a razorblade. I recently started overdosing to make myself drowsy and vomit. Although the mental health team found out so I have no more means for that
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"Don't mess with The Amazing Spider-Man!"
Nov 12, 2019
358
My tried and true was a razorblade but someone on here suggested an eyebrow razor and its so much better and gets me deeper cuts.

I tried burning myself but that isn't for me.
 
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WatchmeBurn

Student
Apr 26, 2023
154
Hit myself. I'm too scared to cut myself and I don't want the scars. It's usually something on impulse that I can't really control and not something I plan out e.g., finding a sharp object and trying to get the courage etc etc.
 
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Idkwhattopick

Member
Aug 29, 2024
73
I blood let with a cannula
 
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Zanmato

Zanmato

Student
Apr 4, 2024
173
Hit myself, it really helped me to calm down in the past.

Of course, I can't do that everywhere, so... Once, when I was at the job, I "scratched" myself with my fingers, pushing and pressing them on my skin.
If I remember right, there was a bit of blood (not much, of course)

Damn, I wanted to do that today too.
 
IFrequentSaSu

IFrequentSaSu

Everyone dies one day.
Aug 26, 2024
14
I typically cut myself. I've tried burning before, but did not like it, it was too uncomfortable for me.
 
wtg

wtg

Retarded mofo
Apr 2, 2023
99
Starve, pinch, punch a wall
 
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whitenoise-

whitenoise-

Member
Mar 28, 2025
21
usually just cutting or starving, although i used to hit myself before cutting myself more often
 
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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
229
I put out my cigerattes on my body! I'm covered in spots!!!
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,393
Either cutting with a razor blade or hitting myself with my fist or whip. I been preferring to hit myself recently cus cutting is too much effort now and less effective now.
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,531
Hit myself, it really helped me to calm down in the past.

Of course, I can't do that everywhere, so... Once, when I was at the job, I "scratched" myself with my fingers, pushing and pressing them on my skin.
If I remember right, there was a bit of blood (not much, of course)

Damn, I wanted to do that today too.
i've done that, the scratching with the fingers. feels good, no permanent mark, you must have sharp nails to draw blood, or you're just better than me

also hit other things, wouldn't recommend. You might fuck up your wrist and forearm and that might never heal
it makes holding things harder, typing is harder, moving your body through space feels harder

listen to loud music, (like painfully loud) . Is this SH? not sure. wouldn't recommend. potential hearing loss aint fun
also the risk of tinnitus aint it chief
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
494
you don't even want to know
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
Starving and hitting. Back in the dark ages when I was a kid, I didn't even know that kind of thing had a name. I also deliberately make people mad at me, then enjoy the pain of their hatred of me.
 
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nooseknot

nooseknot

Member
Apr 16, 2025
45
What is your go to when self harming.

I cut myself and its like a drug to me i have a constant urge but looking for other ways.(not necessarily less harmfull)
try hanging...it's wonderful and quite addictive
 
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LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
116
Cutting with tons of objects, but mostly a razor, a box cutter or a sharpener blade. But, I pretty much try anything that looks like it could just slightly scratch my skin. It's really addicting, but I dont mind.
Sometimes I just dont eat for a lot of hours. And other times I over eat on purpose.
Sometimes I just simply scratch my skin with my nails if I dont have anything sharp with me.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,492
I did cut when I was younger, but when ctb mood is elevated I stop eating.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I don't self harm. I'll be whole until the day I decide to CTB.

I believe in taking care of yourself until the promised day😂
 
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manicstreetbeeper

manicstreetbeeper

the only way out is through.
Feb 14, 2025
105
cutting and burning. i'm trying to not do either. it's hard to stop though.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
I took 10mg of bromazolam with half a bottle of white wine once and can tell you i fell asleep really quick. It was crushed which helped absorption and i think it was on an empty stomach.
 

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