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Pleasehurryleaveme

Member
Nov 28, 2023
5
How come whenever i self harm I don't bleed but it leaves scars? I cut deep too am I doing something wrong? i cut my arms and my thighs but still no blood no matter how much pain I endure and no matter how much i push.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I'n such a pieve pf shit
I'm sich piece of shit
Why do I eciat? Wjt do I eciat, I've only manage to cause harm to those atoy d i dk exist? I shpuld die die. I shpuld doe. Why do I ecisy? I should juat die. I only caiar pain pai to tnose around ne. Why am i sich a piece of shit?
Why am i cryingober it? I don't deserbe to,? I hate mya3lf! I hate muself! I GATEMYSELF! WISH I WAS ABOETEE. IT WOYLD OD BEEN THE BESY FOT ALL OF US!! WHY COYLFMT I HABE BEEN ABOET!VHATE EXISTELINT! I HATE EXISTING! I KNOW i will regtet posting this when im sober! Bit yathay is hoe i feel! I hate tnia! I hate thw guilt i beel! I hate alm od this!
Everyo egatesme everione hatesme, everyonehatesme , wcerone hates me!!!!!!!!!@
Why cant.u piar ut
Ill pist it later
8 wanna to kill myaelf vir im too scared
I wanna jilll nysf.
U hate existing
Im sych a piece of sgir
I deserve tirture
I wish i was sead
I wish i w
A
S dead
I wish i w
As dead
I want ro be dead
Iwush i didnt exist
Do you thonk mom willl be angrypribably
Iwa
Na
Kill myself
Its nit good enough ir bor good e oygj

Um pargerucs
I eannnaendmy exustence
 
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KatzeK4

KatzeK4

Katze
Mar 23, 2023
29
How come whenever i self harm I don't bleed but it leaves scars? I cut deep too am I doing something wrong? i cut my arms and my thighs but still no blood no matter how much pain I endure and no matter how much i push.
Till which layer to you cut?
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I eanna end!!!!!!

Wa
Nnbnb baaaaaa end. I hatw ecat
 
Fulminare

Fulminare

Read Thomas Szasz!
Feb 20, 2022
227
I'n such a pieve pf shit
I'm sich piece of shit
Why do I eciat? Wjt do I eciat, I've only manage to cause harm to those atoy d i dk exist? I shpuld die die. I shpuld doe. Why do I ecisy? I should juat die. I only caiar pain pai to tnose around ne. Why am i sich a piece of shit?
Why am i cryingober it? I don't deserbe to,? I hate mya3lf! I hate muself! I GATEMYSELF! WISH I WAS ABOETEE. IT WOYLD OD BEEN THE BESY FOT ALL OF US!! WHY COYLFMT I HABE BEEN ABOET!VHATE EXISTELINT! I HATE EXISTING! I KNOW i will regtet posting this when im sober! Bit yathay is hoe i feel! I hate tnia! I hate thw guilt i beel! I hate alm od this!
Everyo egatesme everione hatesme, everyonehatesme , wcerone hates me!!!!!!!!!@
Why cant.u piar ut
Ill pist it later
8 wanna to kill myaelf vir im too scared
I wanna jilll nysf.
U hate existing
Im sych a piece of sgir
I deserve tirture
I wish i was sead
I wish i w
A
S dead
I wish i w
As dead
I want ro be dead
Iwush i didnt exist
Do you thonk mom willl be angrypribably
Iwa
Na
Kill myself
Its nit good enough ir bor good e oygj

Um pargerucs
I eannnaendmy exustence
Um?
 

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