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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
159
My life got so complicated and my head is not useful anymore. Thinking of suicide everyday as I can't function and start to live again…
Wish I had someone that we could go it together or a hitman that would just do the job quickly .
 
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dragalia_xp

dragalia_xp

Dragonblood Prince
Nov 1, 2023
6
Can't lie, I often feel the same. It's just that matter of having no clue who would even be willing to assist me in such a thing, but tbh I don't expect anyone to. I've always heard about hitmen in news and stuff, I wonder how people even find them… Special connections I guess.
 
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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
159
If there was one on this forum, he could earn a lot …lol
 
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minutelate119

minutelate119

the cold misty morning
Nov 29, 2023
29
would love to have a suicide pact with someone irl...
 
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casual_existence

casual_existence

Experienced
Jul 29, 2023
242
There's a partners megathread. You could try that
 
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Byebyemap

Member
Dec 4, 2023
25
It's crazy that helping someone to die/killing someone who wishes nothing more is illegal. If you have the wish for a year or longer and have some written documentation and someone to check your situation I feel like we should all be legally allowed to kill / help each other die. Would make it easier perhaps. You kill me, he kills you, she kill him, he kills her…. We could make events lol.
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

Psychology (B.A.) & Substance Use Researcher
Oct 24, 2023
652
It's crazy that helping someone to die/killing someone who wishes nothing more is illegal. If you have the wish for a year or longer and have some written documentation and someone to check your situation I feel like we should all be legally allowed to kill / help each other die. Would make it easier perhaps. You kill me, he kills you, she kill him, he kills her…. We could make events lol.
futurama GIF

How about this solution?
 
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WordsAreHard

Member
Dec 25, 2023
11
My life got so complicated and my head is not useful anymore. Thinking of suicide everyday as I can't function and start to live again…
Wish I had someone that we could go it together or a hitman that would just do the job quickly .
I will probably die alone and that doesn't bother me. Although, the fact that my kid did may be why I feel that way. The hitman thing would be perfect... too bad no one is gonna make it that easy. :(
 
caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
I've written off hitmen as a possibility because of how often it ends up being a trap. But the thought of legal punishment for hiring attempted murder against yourself is almost funny in a way.
 
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dandred@

Member
Dec 13, 2023
32
a proffesional one costs a fortune and an immature one is recipe for disaster. my attempt to find a decent hitman within a reasonable budget has been unsuccessful. what I found was some random sadist willing to hit their target with a rock to the head and set up the scene to look like an accident, which isn't a peaceful way to die
Can you pm me ?
 
zel

zel

Curiosity killed the cat, eh?
Oct 17, 2023
95
how about a group one?
Ooh, we could be suicide cult. Dress up in fancy robes and have creepy rituals on full moons and everything lol
 
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iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Experienced
Dec 2, 2023
239
a proffesional one costs a fortune and an immature one is recipe for disaster. my attempt to find a decent hitman within a reasonable budget has been unsuccessful. what I found was some random sadist willing to hit their target with a rock to the head and set up the scene to look like an accident, which isn't a peaceful way to die
Can I ask how you found him? I'm assuming it's a him. See, if I thought I could trust him, I would have taken him up on it.
 
XXXWRLD

XXXWRLD

Member
May 22, 2023
49
Ooh, we could be suicide cult. Dress up in fancy robes and have creepy rituals on full moons and everything lol
I like how Heavens gate went out on a significant astrological event. It's like God gave them a sign.
 
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Lost21

Student
Sep 24, 2018
199
If not a hitman at least someone who could teach me how to do a partial
 
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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
159
If not a hitman at least someone who could teach me how to do a partial
Imagine there was a teacher who would teach how to kill onself . Thats crazy. And crazy is that people who want to do it dont know how to do it and are stuck on this forum. How the hell people just do it , even teenagers , they just do it and succeed, probably not thinking much …
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
nah, ive always wanted to do it with just one other person lol. i dont get the hype around group suicides
maybe it cancels the hesitation of one alone or group of 2, atleast one in the group would be the one pushing it hard
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
440
Ooh, we could be suicide cult. Dress up in fancy robes and have creepy rituals on full moons and everything lol
season 6 GIF

Like the stone cutters in the Simpsons
 
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minutelate119

minutelate119

the cold misty morning
Nov 29, 2023
29
maybe it cancels the hesitation of one alone or group of 2, atleast one in the group would be the one pushing it hard
a good point, yeah. wouldnt it be hard to setup something like that though (non gun country ofc) without the police finding out?
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
a good point, yeah. wouldnt it be hard to setup something like that though (non gun country ofc) without the police finding out?
yeh it can happen but the problem is members being able to pay for the trip
 
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