Venting Saw an article asteroid nearly hit earth; a selfish part of me wishes it actually did

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Asteroid nearly hits Earth in Siberia, with a 2nd massive asteroid passing this week

The asteroid entered Earth's atmosphere at 11:15 a.m. ET over Yakutia in northeastern Siberia, creating a massive fireball.

abcnews.go.com

mainly because it would give me so much relief. Relief from my method of ctb. relief that my family won't have to know that one of them would ctb. An easy way out for someone who doesn't have easy access of ctb methods. I feel horrible today-actually since september ive been saying that everday.

 

[GoneFromRevolution]

Are you implying that it would kill you? An asteroid of that size wouldn't unless you got hit by it.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Are you implying that it would kill you? An asteroid of that size wouldn't unless you got hit by it.

Sorry I didn't mean like it that, I just wrote this quickly as it came up in my mind. I had in mind an asteroid that would

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I wish so too but, unfortunately, I think that it would just get deflected by NASA were an asteroid about to actually hit us. There really is no guaranteed way for us to die since humans like to preserve life for as long as possible

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, for me personally non-existence is all I hope for, I just wish for peace from all the suffering in existing and I suffer so much from being trapped in this existence without the option to just painlessly cease existing and never exist again.