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Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know

I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills

Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again

I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war

Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right

I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting

I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know

Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore

I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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0007000

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Mar 23, 2018
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Drowning Pool-Madness :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Get ready for the Madness
Madness
Madness

The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me

The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me

Taking over me

The madness
Starts right now
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Parkway Drive-Sacred :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Unbroken heart
Unbroken
I'll make a promise but this is the last one
It's on my honour, so call it a swan song
I am a splinter of the person that you think you know
But if you listen close
I know a place where my dreams are real enough
I see a time when the sun shines bright enough
I feel a path beneath my feet
I feel it all within my reach
I'm gonna get it

This time I feel it
I won't be defeated
I won't feel the fear to stand apart
This time I'll take it
This time is sacred
Reset the wounds they tore apart
Unbroken heart

They'll make you want it
Like this is your big shot
Take my hand 'cause the truth is a mic drop
In every fraction of the fiction that they put on show
Is a cycle in overload
I know a place where your dreams are real enough
I know a place where the sky is close enough
Feel the grass beneath your feet
You know it's all within your reach
So let's go

This time I feel it
I won't be defeated
I won't feel the fear to stand apart
This time I'll take it
This time is sacred
Reset the wounds they tore apart
Unbroken

I'm gonna live my life where eagles dare
Cut loose
Fearless, face to the summit, I feel this
Free from the pain of panic and anxiety
I scream, my will remains
Unbroken

You've gotta live your life
Where eagles dare
Where eagles dare

This time I feel it
I won't be defeated
I won't feel the fear to stand apart
This time I'll take it
This time is sacred
Reset the wounds they tore apart
Unbroken heart
Unbroken heart
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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All The Worst Things In Life Are Free !!!!!! 🤬🤬🤬

We Came As Romans-Bad Luck :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na

I think I think too much, yeah, I know
It's all in my head, can't let it go
Been fighting for space with all the same ghosts
Am I spinning out of control?

I'm trying to hide but they're hiding with me
Been holding my breath 'cause they're all listening
I think I think too much but I know
That they know me

I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free

But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me

Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na

I swore I said that I would never go here again
Where the void is just a means to an end (in my head)
No way to see the choice I had
But now I understand

I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free

But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me

I found peace in the chaos, I know
'Cause pain is a lesson to learn and let go
Pain is a lesson to learn and let go
So I'll make this path my own

I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy

I spent all my life wondering why
The bad luck always comes so easy
All this time, I've realized
The worst things in life are free

But maybe all the days that cut so deep
And maybe all the pain that no one sees
They're all my scars, my bad luck to keep
And you can't take that from me

(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na)
And you can't take that from me (na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na, na-na-na)
(Na-na, na-na-na-na-na)
No, you can't take that from me (na-na-na)

It's all I have, it's all I know
You can't take that from me
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Soul Asylum-Runaway Train :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(My life since I turned 10 years old... Keeps spiraling faster)









Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on Earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am, just drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything seems cut and dry
Day and night
Earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Runaway train never coming back
Runaway train tearing up the track
Runaway train burning in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
 
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Student
Jul 8, 2023
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Love
Bleed in your own light
Dream of your own life
I miss me
I miss everything I'll never be
And on, and on

I torch my soul to show the world that I am pure
Deep inside my heart
No more lies

A crown of horns
An image formed deformed
The mark I've borne
A mark of scorn to you

Consume my love, devour my hate
Only powers my escape
The moon is out the stars invite
I think I'll leave tonight

Soon I'll find myself alone
To relax and fade away
Do you know what's coming down
Do you know I couldn't stay free?

I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
Free, free
Free of those voices inside me
I shall be free
I shall be free
 
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Dayseeker-Pale Moonlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Made a deal with the devil
Put me down on my knees
Like a cult or religion
Trade my soul for a dream
There's no cure to my darkness
Only perfect disease
When my depression takes over
You're the one thing I need

Synthetic therapy
(Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end)

If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight

Made a deal with the devil
An apparition that bleeds
What's the price of your body
If it is taken for free?
Yeah, I was starved for attention
But you can take it from me
If there's a hell underneath us
That's where you will find me, yeah

If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight

Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end
Pray for the dead when they find you in a coffin
(When they find you in a coffin)
Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end

If you wanna see how I run right back to killing myself, taking my time
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
At the end of every dream, there's a demon saying I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight

Yeah, I didn't need help to ruin my life
Dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight
Dance with the devil, slave 'til the end
Pray for the dead when they find you in a coffin
 
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I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
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Felt like this was appropriate for a rock thread that keeps getting buried, lol

 
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I was exercising on apple fitness when this song came on, I literally stopped and added it to my Spotify list and started listening to all her songs. I love learning about new rock bands, especially ones lead by kick-ass women.
DOROTHY - Wicked Ones
 
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ApparentlyNot

Student
Jul 8, 2023
168

I'm tired of your open mouth
Crawling inside my skin
Endless pain we never quit
The fight within that pride's begun
Saying it's too late
What a man's got, he'll learn to hate
Forget the time I said I would
Replace that with "I never will"
Beyond the facts held in your face
Ignore the facts beyond your nose
Saying it's too late
What a man's got, he'll learn to hate
Grow up
Not without meaning
No response, no revealing
Ooh
Just grow up
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Garbage-Only Happy When It Rains :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why it feels so good to feel so sad?
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are goin' wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)

(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)






 
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