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Ghost-Satanized :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








There is something inside me
And they don't know if there is a cure
A demonic possession

Unlike any before
It's a sickening heartache
And it's slowly tormenting my soul
I've invested my prayers
Into making me whole
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm victimized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
An nescitis quoniam membra vestra
Templum est Spiritus Sancti
Qui in vobis est
Quem habetis a Deo?
Et non estis vestri
Through a life of devotion
I've been quelling my urges to burst
I've been fighting the notion
To, by love, be coerced
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm paralyzed
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm Satanized
Like a deadly affliction
That is twisting and bending my core
I have begged God for the remedy
But I'm no longer sure
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm laicize
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
 
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Gemini Syndrome-Suffer In Silence :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Someone told me once that I need thicker skin
Now all I have are scars
Someone else suggested I should look within
If I want any answers

I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence

Someone tried to tell me I was powerless
And they thought they were right
Better not to bet against me no matter what you heard
I never throw a fight

I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Shut up, shut up, shut up!)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence

I think I'm about to go over the edge
And I don't know how to fly

I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Suffer in silence)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
(Suffer in silence)
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I'll suffe
r in silence
My alternative to violence
 
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Volbeat-By A Monsters Hand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand

And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on

The stench of rotten flesh has now been caught by a storm
Moving his cellar trophies to another home

And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on

Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand

And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
 
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I really wanted to post something fun but I'm not in that type of mood

Soundgarden-Fell On Black Days :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off, became my life
Just when every day seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time

'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)

Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
Searchlight so they say, but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right

'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)

How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?

So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours, just made it mine
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking, no, not tying
No, not tying

I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change

But I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days

How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?

I sure don't mind a change
 
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