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Stone Temple Pilots-Dead And Bloated :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
'Cause I'm dead and bloated
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
'Cause I'm dead and bloated
Oh-oh-ooh, yeah-yeah
And she says it's natural
I feel I've come of age
When she peeks, I start to run
Oh-oh-ooh, yeah-yeah
And she says it's natural
I feel I've come of age
When she peeks, I start to run
You can't swallow what I'm thinkin'
You can't swallow what I'm thinkin'
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
I am trampled under sole of another man's shoes
Guess I walked too softly
Oh-oh-ooh, yeah-yeah
And she says it's natural
I feel I've come of age
When she peeks, I start to run
Oh-oh-ooh, yeah-yeah
And she says it's natural
I feel I've come of age
When she peeks I start to run
You can't swallow what I'm thinkin'
You can't swallow what I'm thinkin'
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
'Cause I'm dead and bloated
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I run through the world, thinking 'bout tomorrow
Thinking 'bout tomorrow
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
I am smellin' like the rose that somebody gave me
Somebody gave me, somebody gave me
On my birthday deathbed
 
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Him-Don't Fear The Reaper :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






All our times have come
Here, but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the Reaper
Nor do the wind, the Sun, or the rain

(And we can be like they are)
Come on, baby (Don't fear the Reaper)
Baby, take my hand (Don't fear the Reaper)
We'll be able to fly (Don't fear the Reaper)
Baby, I'm your man

La, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la

Valentine is done
Here, but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet are together in eternity (Romeo and Juliet)
Forty thousand men and women every day (Like Romeo and Juliet)
Forty thousand men and women every day (Redefine happiness)
Another forty thousand comin' every day

(And we can be like they are)
Come on, baby (Don't fear the Reaper)
Baby, take my hand (Don't fear the Reaper)
We'll be able to fly (Don't fear the Reaper)
Baby, I'm your man

La, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la

Love of two is one
Here, but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear that we couldn't go on
And the door was opened and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared, saying, "Don't be afraid"

Come on, baby (And we had no fear)
And we ran to him (Then we started to fly)
We looked backward and said goodbye (We had become like they are)
We had taken his hand (We had become like they are)

Come on, baby, don't fear the Reaper
Don't fear the Reaper, don't fear the Reaper
Don't fear the Reaper, don't fear the Reaper
Don't fear the Reaper
We had become like they are, like Romeo and Juliet
We had become like they are, like Romeo and Juliet
We had become like they are, like Romeo and Juliet
We had become like they are, like Romeo and Juliet
We had become like they are
 
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Soundgarden-Black Hole Sun :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguises no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
And the sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
Neath the black, the sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Won't you come
Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind, tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
Sometimes, far too long for snakes
In my shoes
Walking sleep
In my youth, I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings like you anymore
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come? (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just disappear
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come
Won't you come

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In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguises no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
And the sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
Neath the black, the sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Won't you come
Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind, tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
Sometimes, far too long for snakes
In my shoes
Walking sleep
In my youth, I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings like you anymore
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come? (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just disappear
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come
Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won't you come
Won't you come
 
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Bullet For My Valentine-Welcome Home (Sanitarium):heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Welcome Home (Sanitarium)"

(originally by Metallica)

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says rage?
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
And cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our Hell
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
Sanitarium, yeah!
No, leave me the fuck alone!
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly
word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again!
 
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All That Remains-Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you
I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever coldI own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell
I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold
Forever cold
 
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Saliva ft Payton Parrish-Time Bomb :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Here I stand with the weight of the world on my chest
Still I fight with the struggle my mind never rests
They see a mask but never the pain I invest
With every line, every rhyme, every time I confess
They say two for the money but nothin' is free
And every moment in time is a chance to achieve
I'll rise no matter the shit you believe
I'm not dying for you I'm just livin' for me

You lit my fuse I'm counting 321
Yeah

I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb

Had to lose, had to fall just to open my eyes
I had to break these chains just to come alive
When they bruise and abuse keep my eye on the prize
So the scars I wear give me a reason to fight ya know

You wanna say it to my face now
But you never keep the truth inside
You wanna taste a little pain yeah
You wanna say it to my face come on come on

I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb

I will not back down
I'll go round and round
Adrenaline's got me (rushing) high

It doesn't matter what you say
'Cause now I'm gonna detonate
I'm counting 321
I'm going off like a time bomb
I got my war paint on and I'm ready DEFCON
I set the pace you chase and now I'm long gone
I'm counting 321 I'm going off like a time bomb

I'm going off lik
e a time bomb
I'm going off like a time bomb
 
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Radiohead-Creep :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:







When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather in a beautiful world
I wish I was special, you're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
So fuckin' special, I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
Oh-oh, oh-oh

She's running out the door
She's running out
She run, run, run, run
Run

Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special, I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
 
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Asking Alexandria-Psycho :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
I love to get attention
The tension's all I need
To feed my own insanity (feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cause I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
I'm a fucking psycho
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm 'bout to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground? (Psycho)Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cageI hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cause I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
I'm a fucking psycho
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho, yeah)
I'm feeling out of my mind, yeah
I'm feeling out of my mind
(Oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
Something's awakened deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (oh, whoa)
I hide behind the devil's eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head, it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)
I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh God, I feel so alive
Oh no, I'm not gonna die
'Cause I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cause I'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
 
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Godsmack-Serenity :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul, reflecting in the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child I
Need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control?
Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my timeI'm the one who loves you
so
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control?
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold?
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control?
I need serenity (where do we go when we just don't know?)
I need serenity (and how do we relight the flame when it's cold?)
I need serenity (why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?)
I need serenity (and when will we learn to control?)
 
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Killswitch Engage-I Believe 👍🤗👍🤗👍








I believe
I believe

Covering the truth inside us, giving into spite
Self-inflicted paranoia hindering our sight
Lose track of what used to drive you to make you feel alive
That part of yourself that gave you the willingness to fight

Some people will say it's part of life
I chose to refuse to let it slide
Finding faith in these dark times
Keeping hope alive

I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face

Discovering the faith inside us
Save us from despair
No matter what this world will tell you
Do not live in fear

Learn to let the light guide you
Let go of the pain
You can't kill the passion in me
My devotion remains

I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face
Come what may, the light will guide my way
Come what may, I won't be led astray

Do you believe that something can renew your strength?
When you find it, you stop at nothing
It's in every word you say
So keep the faith
Keep the faith

The light will guide my way
I won't be led astray
And nothing will stand in my way

I believe, I believe that there is hope
I believe, there is hope for better days
 
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Shinedown-365 :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:







There's a hurricane and it's on the way
Been sittin' around this house for days
I'm in here waitin' on the flood
Been hangin' out and holdin' on
To every word in our favorite song
These headphones are thicker than blood
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
Givin' in, not givin' up
Maybe I didn't care enough
I wish I could let you know, somehow
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
Keep lookin' out, not lookin' down
You won't find the answers in the ground
Where will we be 12 months from now?
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
 
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All That Remains-No Tomorrow :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




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I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes
There's no denying it's real
The warmest smile but the ice is all I feel
The truth is almost disguised
I see the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Time has broke through the glass
The shifting sands on the edge won't bring us back
A pyramid of your lies
To hold the hell back down inside
I'm past the point of return
And I hope that the memory makes it hurt
A shadow lost in the night
Like the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Running in circles and can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Running in circles and I can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
 
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Old Flame-Falling Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(I tried getting the lyrics but had problems, so I gave up)




 
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