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bornden1

New Member
Sep 6, 2026
1
Right now I can't seem to find a good method. So my Solution has been turning to the lit charcoal + enclosed space method.


The current plan seems simple enough, I live in a house full of people so:

Wait for everyone to fall asleep, maybe around 3 am -> light charcoal in backyard, hope not caught for 30 minutes -> take charcoal that's lit -> go to car -> put charcoal in the passenger seat -> take melatonin -> the carbon dioxide should could and it should be mostly painless.

There are just several questions I have, such as, does this car risk getting caught on fire, would this work, is there a better way to go about this?

Another issue I'm having is an admitted coward, I don't know if I even have the courage to sit outside for 30 minutes in the dark outside waiting for the charcoal to light. On the other side, I have tried to make an attempt before, but, I got caught by my family that I don't get along with, and they thought I was trying to burn the house down. Obviously I wasn't, but, they installed an alarm so if I try to mess with the fire alarm in my room it will notify them. This does mean I am worried about getting caught again. And this is where I currently am so far on my plan. Any help or advice is appreciated.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,452
I think it sounds like there's a good chance that you may get caught before you can complete this.

My first thought is that it would be best ✨if possible✨ to wait until you have your own living situation. If that isn't possible, maybe find another method & get a hotel room where you can have some privacy.
 

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