Require Help regarding SN method

[emgrl]

I placed my order. Let's see how long it takes. Also looking into meta. That requires a script? Migraines? My son just called 'thinking of you…want to see you'. Gut punch feel guilty

Ughhh… those texts are the Worst. My sister will randomly send me gifts… last one said "I Love You, Sis" on it. It's like she knows somehow…

 

[wljourney]

I placed my order. Let's see how long it takes. Also looking into meta. That requires a script? Migraines? My son just called 'thinking of you…want to see you'. Gut punch feel guilty

Catching the bus is not easy. It takes a lot of preparation and organization. But overcoming survival instinct and leaving family behind is the most difficult.

IMO it's a trade-off between the pain you are experiencing if you stay around for a bit longer vs. the pain others will experience when you leave now. Some would argue that we owe it to others not to hurt them. I personally think that we owe it to ourselves to do the best we can to lessen our own suffering as well as our loved ones pain.

It often helps to openly and calmly explain how much pain we are in. How much your quality of life has deteriorated.
They often aren't aware of the many little daily things and issues that are compounding to make life so unbearable.
Friends and family will ask what they can do and often there simply isn't anything left they can do. There is nothing that they or you haven't tried. It can also help to visualize how much you have tried by writing it down. Chronologically.
The years and years of medications, therapies, treatments etc. The things you were able to do 5 years or 10 years ago and that you are unable to do now.

 

[neurotica]

Hi. Still have t figured out how to start a thread.

I have my SN. I have ibuprofen 800mg. Sleeping pills. Also have a muscle relaxer (sporadic pain in my lower back).

Do I still need propranolol? Unsure if my doc would prescribe anything.

Thinking of checking into hotel. Want not to traumatize who finds me. Thinking of covering myself with a blanket. Leaving a note to call police. My son. Have my funeral arrangements made. Have things I want to finish, (repair my son's car, fix mine, finish my repairs at condo ~ don't want my son to worry about anything) quit my job, so they don't have to know what happened to me.

One night at hotel? Fast. Take ibuprofen, drink SN. Take sleeping pills. (should I take them all?) Should I do anything else?

 

[Ethereal Knight]

First time posting. Don't have a computer and not sure how to find info with my phone. Where can I look? Thanks. I found SN. 2lb container. It's 99+ granular form. Am uncertain if this is what I'm looking for. If anyone could guide me, I would appreciate it. I tried with prescriptions, woke up in hospital. My sister gave up on me. I've successfully cut myself off from everyone. I keep putting it off. My bday. Then my sons bday. Then Xmas. Then ny's. I don't want to hurt them. But what's the point? I don't feel the same.

I'll post two threads which may be usefil for you.

the first thread contains the link to download a book called The Peaceful Pill eHandbook (we call it PPH or PPeH), which talks about methods like SN.

the second threads contains Stan's guide to SN.

PPH is more up to date compared to Stan's guide.

here they are:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-april-2022.89185/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[neurotica]

I'll post two threads which may be usefil for you.

the first thread contains the link to download a book called The Peaceful Pill eHandbook (we call it PPH or PPeH), which talks about methods like SN.

the second threads contains Stan's guide to SN.

PPH is more up to date compared to Stan's guide.

here they are:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-april-2022.89185/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Thank you so much! Just happened to check in and you responded. Much appreciated…feeling so down today.