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pleaseletmeperish

Student
Nov 4, 2023
101
I can't go into details but I am scared there will be a massive fight at home in a while. It's late night here, and I am exhausted beyond belief already. Please say something nice to me. I know I sound desperate but there is no kindness or hope left in my life, and I really need some to make my last days bearable. I love you all
 
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exe99109

Member
Jun 28, 2025
7
There are many people, some you may know some not, that have been positively effected by your existence. As a child you brought happiness to even strangers just by smiling or doing something a child would do that made others reminisce about being a child. You inadvertently have helped others by opening the door or answering a question somebody might have had. No matter how bad things have gotten you were worthy of life and you inadvertently gave meaning to others you might not have even known. I hope your pain goes away one day whatever you decide to do, but know that you have contributed to humanity and are/were worthy of life. Things happen beyond our control that cause us pain. Just know that it's just life and there was more than likely nothing you could have done to prevent the pain.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
599
I can't go into details but I am scared there will be a massive fight at home in a while. It's late night here, and I am exhausted beyond belief already. Please say something nice to me. I know I sound desperate but there is no kindness or hope left in my life, and I really need some to make my last days bearable. I love you all
I'm really sorry you have to go through that. I've been there and it's terrible. What I used to do before I would return home from school, and I knew there would be arguing/fighting at home was try to do something I enjoy and try to make myself laugh and just cherish the moment before I had to deal with something that heavily decreased my will to live. Take care of yourself, and try to find joy in the little things. ❤️
 
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jazzcat621

Trial mod | My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
114
I can't go into details but I am scared there will be a massive fight at home in a while. It's late night here, and I am exhausted beyond belief already. Please say something nice to me. I know I sound desperate but there is no kindness or hope left in my life, and I really need some to make my last days bearable. I love you all
As someone who has been in home situations like this, I know how you feel. I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you everything will be OK in the end. You don't deserve the chaos and pain, no one does. Just know that there are kind people who support you, whichever choice you make. I hope you find peace. <3
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I think about you from time to time, OP.I recall the thread you made about asking us to have a nice meal🤗

Thank you. I'm sorry for your current circumstances. I hope it blows over quick.
 
starvingsparrow

starvingsparrow

"𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭," 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘌𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩
May 6, 2025
16
This was my childhood too. You didn't deserve to be born into this. You were born as sweet, innocent and full of potential as any other child, until they wore you down. It's not your fault. It was never your fault 🫂
 
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kapa

Member
Dec 19, 2024
47
I've been there and somehow thought it was my fault. It's not your fault. You deserve a loving home. You're not desperate, you are a human being and every human being needs kindness. I hope things are getting better for you!
 
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AuraByte

AuraByte

If I'm lost, please don't find me.
Jun 24, 2025
123
We love you and we care about you.

Hold on. ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,500
I'm sorry you have to suffer in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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