remembering ctb gives me a serotonin boost

[...]

only works after a few days in a row of feeling extremely depressed but eventually i'll forget the fact and then remember how i can always just kill myself if i keep feeling bad and i instantly get a hit of happiness knowing there's an out. the best high.

 

[Rain_Hermit]

I look at ctb in news articles to comfort myself that one day I ll be gone too just like those people.