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starrypandabear

starrypandabear

Mega Loser
Mar 31, 2026
19
I just relapsed and cut myself. I feel so useless. I am so angry I have no one to go to. I am so alone. I have nobody. I am so ashamed of myself and at the same time I feel like I need to go deeper. Realizing I have no one to go to right now is fucking hell. I wish I was one of those people who had friends or family I could go to right now. I hate myself I fucking hate myself.
 
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peacebenow

Member
Apr 26, 2026
16
so sorry. you aren't alone. please be as kind to yourself as you can. sending a hug.
 
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blackorchid

blackorchid

Facing the brink.
Mar 27, 2026
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i recently relapsed too, you are not alone in in this tough path. receive a big hug ):
 
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