Venting Relapse and Regret

[CentreMid]

I hurt myself this evening. Cut my belly and thighs. I was a bit impulsive with it all, and didn't even think about my soccer game tomorrow. My shorts just barely cover the wounds when I'm standing still, but they won't be able to cover my wounds once I start running. Of course I'll cover everything up with bandages and whatnot, but knowing what I did makes me feel deeply ashamed, and the bandages being visible on my thighs will increase the risk of someone asking about them (something which has already happened before with previous SH scars, something I cannot forget) and I'm scared. I really, really hate myself right now.

 

[tomoki]

the same except that I mutilated my arm and tomorrow as a student I go to the operating room with hand washing up to the elbow I am ashamed at the idea of showing my idiocy to everyone