REASONS FOR CTB

[Unattainable666]

Mine are ;

1 - Loneliness

2 - Socially ackward, living in society has been pure pain for me.

3 - Bad parents that fucked me up

4 - Im 43 and my body is feeling like 70, my mind is 100 , i got health issues and will get worst. Money will be an issue at some point.

5 - I hate life itself even though i had very good moments in my life.

6 - I lost my innocence towards life a long time ago, everything is crap , born for no good reason...maybe the selfish product of my parents, just to gave them somebody to do , a meaning in life but they were no match against evolution and society pressure of having children. That's why life is disgusting.


Reason to live ;

try to have the perfect plan to overcome my SI and finally be set free from that hell.

I am so sorry you are suffering so.

 

[InaudibleEcho]

1. I feel disconnected from reality and everyone around me, like I'm not even a part of life.

2. I'm super sensitive to others opinions of me and feel worthless at even the slightest indication that I'm not perfect.

3. I don't want to deal with the economy in my country and how hard it is to make money and afford to feed and house myself.

4. I can't socialize and form meaningful bonds with others.

5. The love of my life is from an entirely different world.

6. I'll probably never be able to transition and be comfortable in my body.

7. I fear I'll become a serial killer or abuser one day.

8. Every day is the same. I stay inside all day and only eat 1 meal a day or only eat snacks. I never hang out with people even when they try to talk to me because I think they're annoying and gross and bad.