Really fucking lonely

[GWAI]

I said I was going to apply to 100 jobs so I applied to 100 jobs today

I did that and did outreach to companies as well

I got a few offers

And an interview on September 8th

The last job that hired me ghosted me before I was onboarded
I have neither family nor friends

I don't know if asking for pm is allowed

But I'm really fucking lonely

I didn't eat all day


I don't feel my legs

I

Should probably eat something right now

 

[GWAI]

I have nothing to live for

But I'm moving forwards anyways

I'll take more nicotine

3 more nicotine gum and cta

 

[GWAI]

I finished the cta


I want to keep moving forwards despite wanting to die

I'll eat food and keep going

 

[chillino]

I am proud of you!