Venting Ready

[cherrysoda]

I'm ready to ctb. I have my method and everything ready. I'm just super hesitant because it's my nieces birthday tomorrow and my sisters bday the next day and I don't want to taint their birthdays :,) I will wait.. I just know in my heart that this is what I want to do. I've already been to the mental hospital twice. I've been to therapy, tried out different meds, etc. nothing works. I'm just frustrated. I want to go with lean hanging. I have a belt that I think will suffice. I've tested out putting my weight on it and everything. I'm just ready now and frustrated is all. :,) okay that's all

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace if you go through with it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[Rack.-]

I'm ready to ctb. I have my method and everything ready. I'm just super hesitant because it's my nieces birthday tomorrow and my sisters bday the next day and I don't want to taint their birthdays :,) I will wait.. I just know in my heart that this is what I want to do. I've already been to the mental hospital twice. I've been to therapy, tried out different meds, etc. nothing works. I'm just frustrated. I want to go with lean hanging. I have a belt that I think will suffice. I've tested out putting my weight on it and everything. I'm just ready now and frustrated is all. :,) okay that's all

Hi, I'm sorry that you have been frustrated with so many thoughts lately... I'm open if you want to talk or anything. Take care

 

[dory]

i hope it goes as you intend it to :)