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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
If you've tried to suffocate with a bag you must be desperate, that's I think an awful way to go. Could you do inert gas? Or partial hanging? Or something else?

Of course we'd all rather your tinnitus got better, it sounds like hell on earth.
It is i so wish just stop id take some getting well but without roaring ears i could try least id calm down and be able to eat i am so frightened but its on every nerve i have and ive never had anxiety ever until this i can take a lot i have pain operations but always slept myself better but always had calm head quiet capable happy soul so wish id just die in my bed i cant cope much longer its been 3 years roaring hammering drilling now never stopped once or down dont get it me like this i was very healthy fit calm ate so well lived well busy so many interests it cant be my fate its terrible level now im exhausted im not strong enough to hang myself and dont know how to do the gas or where to get it i pray and pray just down to what i can stand its torture on a scale people arent even tortured x
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
I'm so very sorry Susan. Have you looked into whether there is A Final Exit group in the UK that can help you do the inert gas method?
 
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mellow

Member
Jul 19, 2020
51
I'm so sorry for your situation Susan, so-called doctors prescribe psych meds without knowing how they will affect us, when it goes wrong we're left entirely on our own
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
I'm so very sorry Susan. Have you looked into whether there is A Final Exit group in the UK that can help you do the inert gas method?
Im not aware anyone will legally be able to help me just left on our own with this x
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
Im not aware anyone will legally be able to help me just left on our own with this x
In the US, the final exit network does help some people after reviewing their medical records. Have no idea if this is also true in the UK though
 
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Busoccupant

Member
Aug 18, 2020
32
I understand you so well. It's been already a year now with tinnitus and hyperacusia. What can I say? I'm also here because of this. I feel pain in my ears every day. I've heard noises and sounds that doesn't exist all this time without pause. My own voice and most of voices or sounds aren't the same, they're all distorted. When I run I hear like metalic balls hitting each other inside of my ears. I can't even be in a bar, pub, disco, cinema or social reunions. I can't work in noisy places. I can't stop thinking about it. And there's no cure at all and I've tried everything. I send you a big hug.
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
I understand you so well. It's been already a year now with tinnitus and hyperacusia. What can I say? I'm also here because of this. I feel pain in my ears every day. I've heard noises and sounds that doesn't exist all this time without pause. My own voice and most of voices or sounds aren't the same, they're all distorted. When I run I hear like metalic balls hitting each other inside of my ears. I can't even be in a bar, pub, disco, cinema or social reunions. I can't work in noisy places. I can't stop thinking about it. And there's no cure at all and I've tried everything. I send you a big hug.
What have you tried? I have H too so maybe I can suggest some things
 
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WearyOfStruggling

Male, 54
May 23, 2020
117
It is i so wish just stop id take some getting well but without roaring ears i could try least id calm down and be able to eat i am so frightened but its on every nerve i have and ive never had anxiety ever until this i can take a lot i have pain operations but always slept myself better but always had calm head quiet capable happy soul so wish id just die in my bed i cant cope much longer its been 3 years roaring hammering drilling now never stopped once or down dont get it me like this i was very healthy fit calm ate so well lived well busy so many interests it cant be my fate its terrible level now im exhausted im not strong enough to hang myself and dont know how to do the gas or where to get it i pray and pray just down to what i can stand its torture on a scale people arent even tortured x
I'm so sorry that you are having the hearing challenges, and hope medical science can find a solution for them, which sounds like what you really want for yourself.

If you do finally decide that ending is your choice, my hope is that you would use the resources on this site to choose a method that is peaceful and painless and not frightening or violent. I feel we all deserve that much.
 
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Busoccupant

Member
Aug 18, 2020
32
What have you tried? I have H too so maybe I can suggest some things

I tried a discharge splint, had all my 4 wisdom teeth removed, took ginko biloba and antidepressants for months, went to dentists, physiotherapists, ENT, osteopaths.... and had lots of tests. Pointless.
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
I tried a discharge splint, had all my 4 wisdom teeth removed, took ginko biloba and antidepressants for months, went to dentists, physiotherapists, ENT, osteopaths.... and had lots of tests. Pointless.
the only things that have helped me have been pemf, scenar (though some have had bad reactions with their T worsening), hyperbarics and human growth hormone injections. The medication zyprexa has also helped a lot. It is used off label to treat chronic pain. Don't know if any of this is helpful but hopefully you will find something
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
the only things that have helped me have been pemf, scenar (though some have had bad reactions with their T worsening), hyperbarics and human growth hormone injections. The medication zyprexa has also helped a lot. It is used off label to treat chronic pain. Don't know if any of this is helpful but hopefully you will find something
Thank you sorry you have it i think its cruelest dementing condition the scenar made mine must worse and the hyperacusis wish id never had it
 
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mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Could have been cause by ototoxic meds, I think u mentioned you had cancer? Some cancer meds are ototoxic, or noise induced, or acoustic trauma from a concert or headphones . T and h here for a year.
 

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