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Would you rather CTB by yourself or with a partner?

  • by myself

    Votes: 15 71.4%
  • with a partner

    Votes: 6 28.6%

  • Total voters
    21
Mothz

Mothz

she/her
Oct 26, 2025
30
If by yourself, why? Likewise, if with a partner, why? Would it have to be a romantic partner, a friend of yours, or anyone?
 
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zoeTDavies98

zoeTDavies98

Member
Dec 16, 2025
5
By myself, I don't know how I would involve someone else even though that may be comforting
 
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Parasitism

Parasitism

Member
May 27, 2025
67
I'd ctb by myself for the same reasons I live life by myself. I'm unable to feel meaningful connections. It makes socialising performative and exhausting. The thought of having to socially perform in my final moments seems pointless.
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

:< - 13,7 bmi
Oct 15, 2024
139
as long as I die 100% it really doesn't matter
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
616
Me on the suicide group: are you guys mad at me
 
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Mothz

Mothz

she/her
Oct 26, 2025
30
Interesting. It seems I am in the minority. Personally, I want to ctb with a romantic partner. I feel as though it will make the whole process easier for both parties and also provide companionship during their last moments. I am also fine with being someone's "trip sitter" person, where I watch over them and provide my support during their last moments. I don't think anyone deserves to go out sad and alone not by choice
 
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cheaptrick

cheaptrick

Member
Jul 17, 2024
33
I'd ctb by myself for the same reasons I live life by myself. I'm unable to feel meaningful connections. It makes socialising performative and exhausting. The thought of having to socially perform in my final moments seems pointless.

I couldn't have said it better myself.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
153
By myself. I don't feel comfortable around other people.
 
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nendn

I will only react to constructive suggestions
Nov 23, 2025
11
Me on the suicide group: are you guys mad at me
speaking for myself even if i do not understand your question and in context but i am not mad at you , be well love
 
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LunarLynx

LunarLynx

Just a lost spirit searching freedom
Dec 18, 2023
116
I would love to do it with someone, not really a romantic partner or anything, but I've been alone most of my life, so if I could die not alone it would be great..
 
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MyLastTour

MyLastTour

Member
Dec 6, 2025
12
I guess it depends on how I'd go. I've only ever really thought of doing it by myself since a partner was never an option. I'm not sure I'd be okay with putting such a heavy psychological burden on someone. It is selfish, but the type of person I'd be want to CTB with is also the type of person I wish could stay here to help people, and they're not someone I want to haunt with my memory. So I suppose I'll have to leave by myself if it ever comes to that.
 
daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
49
Interesting. It seems I am in the minority. Personally, I want to ctb with a romantic partner. I feel as though it will make the whole process easier for both parties and also provide companionship during their last moments. I am also fine with being someone's "trip sitter" person, where I watch over them and provide my support during their last moments. I don't think anyone deserves to go out sad and alone not by choice
Id also rather do it with a romantic partner, but I've never had one since I've never been loved by someone who's not blood-related, so I have to do it alone
 

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