Rate from 1 to 100, how tired of life do you feel

[Guy0117]

90 up. All the time. But sometimes it's kind of held in place / distracted from by ambiguity regarding my spiritual situation

I don't really have friends, I live alone etc, I'm a shut-in, and I'm in a constant state of anxiety and unsurity about what's even going on

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Definitely around 90-100.

 

[random_user]

Somewhere between 80 and 95 depending on the day.

 

[camusfan_ig]

85/100 as of right now

 

[whywere]

All depends on the level of chronic pain for the day. Today it is about a 90. Other days it might be a 40 or 95, there in again, all about the never-ending crappy pain.

Walter

 

[Failed2AbortYou]

I'm gonna say 80. I am absolutely tired of living, and it takes all of what little energy I have to wake up everyday and pretend to live. I don't see it sometimes but the only reason I'm not at 100 is that the most important person in this world to me would be absolutely devastated if I made that choice, and oddly enough that gives me a glimmer of hope and a reason to stay strong.

 

[BillyBob]

Generally sit at about 90-95 each day. Nothing ever improves and any small form of enjoyment never lasts more then a few minutes at best before feeling like utter rubbish again.

 

[shylady222]

Definitely 100+.

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

98, my existence day after day is dread

 

[Claymore7274]

60-80 something something, really depends if i woke up fine or sad, i'm still a half-functional person so i guess i'm not that tired

 

[sanction]

It's the worst. I've done whole weekends.

100.

It's not even just my depression. Most of life is chasing money to buy stuff. Bills. Things that break down. God forbid medical expenses.

It's just a stupid cycle. Pointless.

Exactly. I'm soooo tired of this every single day non-stop chasing money, just to barely be able to survive in this hell

All this endless effort to survive, just to ultimately die in the end

Very pointless cycle indeed

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה,
101