Quit one of my jobs today

[Heartbroken Nurse]

I have a full-time job and a part-time job as well as my own business. Along with chronic health problems that cause extreme pain when standing for long periods of time, I quit my secondary job today. It's something that used to bring me joy and it didn't really feel like work, but I am burn out and don't care about making extra money anymore. I am at peace with my decision to die. I just wish I could hurry up and find the right method. The methods that I want to use are hard to obtain. Fishing around for clues on this website is frustrating and difficult. I've been on this site for over a year and still have yet to Find a reputable source for what I need. Partial hanging is looking like my best option, although that's not how I want to go. I hate that I don't have the life I want and I can't even choose the death I want.

 

[LoverofAnimals]

We should be able to choose freely what we want. It's our lives. This place feels more like a prison every day.

I'm sorry you haven't found a way you want to go yet. Has boggled my mind a bit as well how some people get the necessary items to make it work.

 

[RoseGirl]

holy hell I didn't think the working three jobs thing just to have a basic stand of living was ligit.

 

[CatLvr]

holy hell I didn't think the working three jobs thing just to have a basic stand of living was ligit.

Oh yeah ... It is ... And has been for quite a while. I was working 3 jobs (no child support, no help from either side of the fam) when I met my late husband. And worked those same 3 jobs, while he worked 2 jobs, the first couple of years we were together. His child support payments literally ate up his entire main job's take home pay for those first few years. And he took on a lot of the debt he and his ex- had together, just to get out from under her.