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yeaimhere13

yeaimhere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
116
I'm done with living. I'm done with the depression, the anxiety, the constant rumination about how good or bad of a person I am. I'm tired of holding back because I don't want to hurt others. I need to do this for myself.

Quickest way to CTB with the least amount of pain. I don't want to jump of a building or something because I still want my body to be intact (for the most part). Let me know
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,090
I'm hoping this is true. Experience suggests otherwise but probably because I've been dicking around with partial. I have seen absurdly fast blackout in videos posted here. It's possible that weighting the rope is all it takes.
 
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Worthless Maid

Worthless Maid

Member
Feb 2, 2026
5
I heard about heroin overdose. I don't know how to get them and about their purity.
 
eyesofadingo

eyesofadingo

living in a shell
Oct 21, 2025
6
Full suspension hanging would probably be one of your better bets if you can. Either that or a gun but I'm not sure
 
dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
100
I'm hoping this is true. Experience suggests otherwise but probably because I've been dicking around with partial. I have seen absurdly fast blackout in videos posted here. It's possible that weighting the rope is all it takes.
I've tried partial suspension multiple times and it just didn't work for me. I guess full suspension is the way to go lolz
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,090
Full suspension hanging would probably be one of your better bets if you can. Either that or a gun but I'm not sure

I've tried suspension multiple times and it just didn't work for me. I guess full suspension is the way to go lolz

FSH is my method and I'm scared shitless of it. Not a fun place to be.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,239
Tourniqeut's a little tricky but the medical grade ones look like it'd be more reliable. I was considering a big ziptie with light padding, zero chance of that coming loose. You'd need pillars and a bit of strength to tighten it enough. They also make tightening tools which would be best. I've seen several pics of people succeeding with them. I like the idea of doing it in my bed. Makes it a little better on whoever finds me. They won't have to cut the rope from my hanging corpse.
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
137
I heard about heroin overdose. I don't know how to get them and about their purity.
That's the problem. Law-abiding everyday citizens have no idea where or how to get illicit drugs like this. Presumably you can get them on the street but I wouldn't know what streets to go to. I could try going to a less desirable area of town, but my fear is that I'd be more likely to get robbed or beaten up than find something like that.
 
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