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tiredandconfused

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Sep 14, 2021
52
Hi have about 40 tablets of 200mg quetiapine modified release. I also have some zopiclone and lorazepam. But only about ten tablets of each. Would this be enough to ctb. Im 5ft 3 and small build.

I'd planned to ctb further on but I really have nothing left to keep holding on. Living is like a punishment. I've reached that place that I'm ok with my decision to ctb. It's time.
 
exhaustedanonymous

exhaustedanonymous

everything that lives is gone to waste
Nov 14, 2022
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Quetiapine can be useful as a part of other methods, but it's not a killer in any way. You can't lethally overdose on it unfortunately & neither of the other things would be a real kicker in any way, I'm sorry
 
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tiredandconfused

Member
Sep 14, 2021
52
Thanks. I tried to get SN but failed. Been planning for this but it's like I keep hitting a brick wall. I have access to quetiapine, mirtazapine, venlafaxine, zopiclone and lorazepam. Due to pick up another two week supply tomorrow. I'm hoping the combo of them all with help me ctb.
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
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Would like to add that when I was in the court, knowing I was about to be sentenced to a lengthy prison sentence, I took 1,000ml of methadone (It should be noted that i had a healthy opiate tolerance though) along with 80,000mg of Quietapine XR caps. During the journey to the prison, I was repeatedly becoming unconscious and falling to the floor, despite being in a prisoner transportation vehicle. These contain mini cells for prisoners that are little bigger than the seat (about 3ftx3ftx8ft), with no ventilation so it's not a great place to spend much time, especially if you are at all claustrophobic. One officer drives while another is assigned to monitoring the prisoners. The journey took several hours, making a number of stops along the way as some facilities are for specific sexes only and there are different categories of prisoner that a facility caters for.
Obviously, I survived. Upon arrival all prisoners are assessed by a doctor. I was described as "Overly sedated" and held in the healthcare wing in a cell which is constantly monitored by cameras and staff. Apart from a heavy sleep in a very hard bed, really nothing to report. Some months later, a staff member in the medical department commented to me about the state I had been in upon arrival, so it must have made quite an impression.
So yeah...no. Wouldn't recommend.