chaoscorrupted
Chaotic
- Oct 10, 2023
- 6
Sorry if this comes off weird, but I am physically and mentally disabled myself due to being a victim of child torture. I hate myself and my disabilities and I feel like a burden every day, im such a pathetic fuck up and im so weird and stupid. I feel like I just deserve to die because I can't even walk without assistance. My whole life is fucked up because of something I can't control, and I hate it, I want my life to end. Half the times I can't even afford my medications, and my insurance just got cut off. Im nothing but a financial and physical burden to my family. Im so mad that I never got a chance to be normal, that my life was ruined when I couldn't even defend it. Now I'm just a useless waste of space and everyone around me makes it obvious that I'm just a pathetic burden. I have nerve damage and it makes me scared of pain, I can never hurt myself correctly and I don't know how I'll ever gain the courage to finally end it all, i just hope it'll come naturally
