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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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I was about to use my SN last Sunday and since then the thought has occurred to me that I'm actually putting an insane amount of faith in DSL who sold me my SN— like I'm in a sense putting my life in their hands…

I just want a peaceful end which is why I bought SN and am trusting what I was sold is legit, but I don't know… maybe this is just me overthinking but what if what I've received is something else entirely different??? I guess I could do the SN tests, suppose that kinda makes my post irrelevant— oops.

I just wanted to vent this thought I had, I'm probably overthinking for no real reason. God I just want a peaceful end.
 
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abcdefg789

Member
May 8, 2026
38
I was about to use my SN last Sunday and since then the thought has occurred to me that I'm actually putting an insane amount of faith in DSL who sold me my SN— like I'm in a sense putting my life in their hands…

I just want a peaceful end which is why I bought SN and am trusting what I was sold is legit, but I don't know… maybe this is just me overthinking but what if what I've received is something else entirely different??? I guess I could do the SN tests, suppose that kinda makes my post irrelevant— oops.

I just wanted to vent this thought I had, I'm probably overthinking for no real reason. God I just want a peaceful end.
I don't think you're over thinking it. That is exactly what we are doing - putting our life in his hands. We can't know if it is what it is.

But what other way is there when you can't buy it legally? We don't have any other option....
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
113
You can do nitrite test, similar to what being sold for aquarium
 

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