Venting Purpose

[Chanting dread]

RANT WARNING

i am rotting, my soul crumbling.
I have nothing to live for, nothing of worth.
All these years ive chased car after car, bike after bike trying to buy my happiness, trying to buy a reason to live.
All for nothing.
All of my possessions are meaningless, all the countless hours working and dollars spent.
For what?
Just to say i had a cool car, or bike?
But what meaning is there in that.
None.
I have no greater purpose in life.
Im so incredibly bored.
The closest thing ive got to a purpose is perfecting my riding, getting better and better and one day maybe hold a track record at my local spot.
BUT THATS MEANINGLESS.
It gives me nothing of worth.

I could fight in a war, but what would 1 corpse change?
One more sack of blood and flesh, one more wasted life spent for the corrupt leaders of rotten nations.

It would change nothing.
My life has no value, no significance.
Never has never will.

So why do i even exist.
All i do is chase happiness that ill never catch.

I want something greater than myself.

 

[Ariel1]

RANT WARNING

i am rotting, my soul crumbling.
I have nothing to live for, nothing of worth.
All these years ive chased car after car, bike after bike trying to buy my happiness, trying to buy a reason to live.
All for nothing.
All of my possessions are meaningless, all the countless hours working and dollars spent.
For what?
Just to say i had a cool car, or bike?
But what meaning is there in that.
None.
I have no greater purpose in life.
Im so incredibly bored.
The closest thing ive got to a purpose is perfecting my riding, getting better and better and one day maybe hold a track record at my local spot.
BUT THATS MEANINGLESS.
It gives me nothing of worth.

I could fight in a war, but what would 1 corpse change?
One more sack of blood and flesh, one more wasted life spent for the corrupt leaders of rotten nations.

It would change nothing.
My life has no value, no significance.
Never has never will.

So why do i even exist.
All i do is chase happiness that ill never catch.

I want something greater than myself.

The problem is that we're made to believe our life only has purpose if we're rich and famous or do really big things like become a doctor or Nobel prize winner. I don't believe our purpose lies in what we do to make a living, but in who we are. There's a lot of meaning to be found in the small, simple things: being a dedicated and loving wife or husband, visiting a lonely old lady, taking care of your parents when they get old, or just being an all around good person.