mold
local fungi
- Jun 25, 2019
- 126
Due to recent traumatic events my PTSD has gotten to a point where it gets worse every day.
It's to the point where I have so many random triggers that shouldn't even be triggers. It makes me feel like those kids who faked mental disorders on Discord during covid (lol). I know my struggles and pain and mental illnesses are real, but I hate seeing myself be this weak over little things. Over trivial, meaningless words or objects or phrases.
It makes me hate myself even more than I already do. I already had so much PTSD from the past I only *barely* recovered from, and now its all shit. It's all so much worse. I just want it all to be over.
It's to the point where I have so many random triggers that shouldn't even be triggers. It makes me feel like those kids who faked mental disorders on Discord during covid (lol). I know my struggles and pain and mental illnesses are real, but I hate seeing myself be this weak over little things. Over trivial, meaningless words or objects or phrases.
It makes me hate myself even more than I already do. I already had so much PTSD from the past I only *barely* recovered from, and now its all shit. It's all so much worse. I just want it all to be over.
