helpmeleave
Ohshht I can put anything here
- Apr 12, 2025
- 16
Having psychosis that completely fried your brain is such an enlightening experience. You can explain that you struggle with basic human shht, and it means nothing, people still look for an excuse to leave. But bonus, when they find out you're psychotic, they make fun of you to others or call you too insane to know the reality of what they did to you. And bonus, you still get tortured every night by nightmares and hallucinations and delusions!
Love is transactional. You have to have the looks, or the personality, and if you have neither, then you get nothing at all.
There's no such thing as love or God. Anyone who thinks they feel it or have it, would you still have it if you lost it all? Even your personality, even your ability to speak? Would you still have it if your body changed and you had nothing left to give? And even then, it's only based on memories of what you were. If you had nothing, not even a brain or the ability to hold a conversation, no one would love you. That's just how people are.
People don't love people, they love the feelings they give them. They love the fact that their sex toy can walk and talk and feign a connection, but none of it is real love, because no one loves another person without expectation of at least a pleasurable feeling in return. The brain itching of humor or conversation. No one loves someone without anything to give.
Love is transactional. You have to have the looks, or the personality, and if you have neither, then you get nothing at all.
There's no such thing as love or God. Anyone who thinks they feel it or have it, would you still have it if you lost it all? Even your personality, even your ability to speak? Would you still have it if your body changed and you had nothing left to give? And even then, it's only based on memories of what you were. If you had nothing, not even a brain or the ability to hold a conversation, no one would love you. That's just how people are.
People don't love people, they love the feelings they give them. They love the fact that their sex toy can walk and talk and feign a connection, but none of it is real love, because no one loves another person without expectation of at least a pleasurable feeling in return. The brain itching of humor or conversation. No one loves someone without anything to give.
