sorrowful
My exhaustion knows no end
- Feb 13, 2023
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I can hear them again. They torture me with V2K technology they know what they're doing it stopped for a while but they are back doing it. I don't want to live with this. I cannot live like this. I have to die to make it stop. That is the only way to fix things. All I do is cause misfortune for everyone around me. They will attack any person I am close to. I regret being close to anyone. I have noticed the signs time and time again. There is a pattern that they work in, 3 days, 3 months, 3 years, the 3rd hour, 3. I see the sequence. I notice it. They are taunting me. I feel isolated in everything, and no one understands what it is like to go through and they dismiss every word I say. I need to die. I'm afraid other people will get hurt. Many people have already. 2 people have died. If I am the 3rd it'll end everything. I know that it is my fault. I'm sorry. I caused so much tragedy and distress because I am selfishly still alive. I will die soon.
