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notmuchlonger

Member
Nov 25, 2021
12
If anyone can find a source for SN in the UK/EU please PM me, I am desperate
 
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WiltedSoul

Member
Feb 21, 2022
40
Can someone please PM me if they know a Canadian source of SN? Thank you.
 
Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
The Jungle's source from Turkey is gone now too. I was one of the last one to order. Hopefully I'm not being scammed. I do have a bottle of SN already, but I need a backup to rest my mind. I don't want my SN to go bad, and I've opened it once. BUT I resealed it (it has a childproof cap) then taped up the cap and top of the bottle with packing tape to really make sure it's sealed. Someone answer me this though, does a childproof cap seal what's inside?
Judy,the one we bought is very cheap,only $25.00 including shipping. Why not buy another. You can take your first sn bottle and,I don't know,give it to the neighbors kids? " Here ya go,look A fun toy!"😅😅😅
 
Tarantula Girl

Tarantula Girl

Don't Fear the Reaper
Dec 10, 2021
36
I wish to know of any source too. I'm in the US and im trying to find any source with no luck at all.
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I wish to know of any source too. I'm in the US and im trying to find any source with no luck at all.
What? Lol. On Google they list atleast 13 different sources in the us.
What? Lol. On Google they loat atleast 13 different sources in the us.
If you cant find a source in the US you obviously aren't looking lol
 
Tarantula Girl

Tarantula Girl

Don't Fear the Reaper
Dec 10, 2021
36
Sources that dont require proof of being a school or whatever? So far im seeing chemisty sites that say needs proof and sites that the purity is low. But hey maybe I'm not looking i guess if you say so!
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Sources that dont require proof of being a school or whatever? So far im seeing chemisty sites that say needs proof and sites that the purity is low. But hey maybe I'm not looking i guess if you say so!
I'm not trying to come off as being mean.. sorry.
 
LifeHasNoOptIn

LifeHasNoOptIn

Worst Life Ever
Mar 31, 2022
208
Heeding the advice of this thread I just purchased some "just in case". Not my preferred method, but for 30 bucks its a good backup and if it's not legit, at least I'm only out 30 bucks.
 
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Imperia

Member
Apr 11, 2022
23
Heeding the advice of this thread I just purchased some "just in case". Not my preferred method, but for 30 bucks its a good backup and if it's not legit, at least I'm only out 30 bucks.
This.
I'm going to do the same.
 
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roaming_soul

roaming_soul

Member
Dec 29, 2021
49
Your post just affirmed my decision to CTB with S. I'm finally in a location where I've been able to order x2 50g bottles. I was on track to making this year a great one, but this opportunity after years of searching was too important for me to pass up. Was supposed to be moving countries in a couple months so my CTB plans have been fast tracked because of what you mentioned in your post.

I've really been thinking about what to say in my letters/videos to family. "I did it now, because I was affraid that beurocracy would stop me from doing it later" is way too crass lol. But it's the truth, sadly.

I don't want to be held hostage in life simply because there was no dignified and peaceful choice to end my own life.
 
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mboo

Member
Dec 8, 2021
30
Can someone pm me with a source of antiemetics? And beta blockers?
Can someone pm me with a source of antiemetics? And beta blockers?
I should also add a uK source please.
 
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HubbaHubba

Student
Mar 20, 2022
148
Could someone PM me the source in the US?
 
Krieger

Krieger

yeah
Apr 16, 2022
120
Can be prepared from Nitrous Acid (HNO2) + common salt (NaCl).

63gm Nitrous Acid (HNO 2 ) + 40gm Sodium Chloride (NaCl) ========== Sodium Nitrite (NaNO2 + HCI)

A mixture of aluminium powder and sodium nitrate heated for 40 minutes will also yield sodium nitrite.

Another method which makes a very pure product is reacting nitrous acid with sodium hydroxide.

You can make nitrous acid by combining dinitrogen trioxide with pure water.

This post is only for research purposes, don't actually do any of this. You need a good understanding of chemistry first.
 
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The Final Solution

The Final Solution

Liberty is as close as your wrists.
Apr 5, 2022
37
Can be prepared from Nitrous Acid (HNO2) + common salt (NaCl).

63gm Nitrous Acid (HNO 2 ) + 40gm Sodium Chloride (NaCl) ========== Sodium Nitrite (NaNO2 + HCI)

A mixture of aluminium powder and sodium nitrate heated for 40 minutes will also yield sodium nitrite.

Another method which makes a very pure product is reacting nitrous acid with sodium hydroxide.

You can make nitrous acid by combining dinitrogen trioxide with pure water.

This post is only for research purposes, don't actually do any of this. You need a good understanding of chemistry first.
Good post!

Unfortunately, I took enough chem lab credits in college to know that I wouldn't drink anything that I prepared myself. Other members might be more adventurous.
 
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SleepingGirl

SleepingGirl

She never wakes again
Dec 28, 2021
29
I should take this as a sign and just do it and get some. It's too bad there's apperently a short shelf life?

God I wish something would just take me out outside of my own hands. Truly the dream.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
I bought it and never felt more undaunted. I'm fascinated by the emotional experience of suicide so excuse my rambling. If I ever get the chance to buy N it'll probably be a semi-spiritual experience.

The shelf life issue is only if it's exposed to air, correct? My date is 5/18/23. Anyone have advice on how to make it keep that long? I plan to take it in it's original packaging and put it in a lockbox for safety.
Can someone pm me with a source of antiemetics? And beta blockers?
Same if possible, location US.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I wouldn't be surprised if the purchase of PURE SN was made very difficult. Curing salts would likely still be legal to purchase - curing meats takes more than just pure SN, only roughly 6% of the curing mixture is SN. People who want to die via SN would be forced to eat large quantities of curing salt (instead of pure SN) and that is a FAR less pleasant and painless experience, and wouldn't be chosen by many.

My little business mind keeps considering buying large quantities of SN to redistribute once it becomes difficult/impossible for average consumers to purchase, but I'm not going to.
 
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lecyleclec

lecyleclec

Disastrous Enby
May 5, 2022
36
bumping this bc sn is already starting to disappear where i live
 
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Jet

New Member
May 21, 2022
2
I really need a source for SN in the US, I have look around on the forum and they all mentioned "IC". Could anyone PM me what is that?
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I really need a source for SN in the US, I have look around on the forum and they all mentioned "IC". Could anyone PM me what is that?
How are people in the US having such a hard time finding SN? hint.. use Google and click "shopping"
 
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losing hope

Arcanist
Apr 27, 2022
446
I really need a source for SN in the US, I have look around on the forum and they all mentioned "IC". Could anyone PM me what is that?
Could someone kindly PM what IC is as well?
 
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hopeless2019

Member
May 24, 2022
11
I ordered some SN from A but now realize it's probably not as pure as it needs to be? What do I need to look for to make sure it's the right product?
I ordered SN from A and it's in a foil sealed bag. It's 99.89%. Is that good enough? I ordered some test strips to see if it's legit. Please let me know if you think this is correct. Wondering if I need to get it from a chemical supply source or if what's sold on A will work.
How do I know what I'm ordering is the right SN? I'm in the US. There are a lot of options available to order. Just want to make sure I get the right stuff. Need to ctb soon!!!
How are people in the US having such a hard time finding SN? hint.. use Google and click "shopping"
There are so many different options. How do I make sure I order the right SN???
Same with you, I have a source but you need to send more messages on here to be able to have access to PMs.
Wondering how to get people to reply to my messages? New to this forum and need help.
 
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flowersforalgernon:

Member
May 23, 2022
29
I'm looking for a UK source of SN, can't find it anywhere online. Unsure if I've interacted with enough stuff to enable PMs though, ah
 
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neonlol

Member
May 21, 2022
26
Need a source in the EU.
Has anyone ordered form alibaba?
 
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CantGetUp

Member
May 5, 2022
15
Thank you for the PSA. I'm so so worried that I won't be able to buy it before they make it hard to get. I don't have money and no credit cards or anything. Barely any time alone and if I buy anything it will be under suspicion from loved ones. Do you think if I can scrounge up some money I can buy it with a visa prepaid card? I'm in the US.
 

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