Discussion Probably ctb tonight

[falloutcarter13]

Just for the curious...I talked to Red for a little while before she planned on dosing. I want to respect her privacy, especially since she didn't do a general post for several hours before she planned to dose. I know she took all of her prep meds and logged out at 10pm Central. She told me she still planned on taking the SN at 10:15 and seemed at peace with the decision, hopeful her pain would stop and she'd seen her husband again soon. That's all the info I have, other than after saying goodbye and logging out at 10 I did not hear from her.

I hope, if she chose to take it and was successful in her attempt, she found the peace she was looking for. Such a sweet soul, but she was really suffering...

EDIT: She did say more than once how glad she was to have met the people on this site, she said they made her last time here easier and helped her feel more understood. (Something along those lines, I deleted the chat so I can't quote her exactly.) I think she would have wanted people here to know that.

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

@Red87 I hope you are at peace

 

[Soul]

 

[Deleted member 17949]

It's sad to see you go man, but I honestly wish you peace if you do decide to ctb.

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

@Red87 I hope you are at peace now.

 

[Meditation guide]

She was so nice. I liked her. I hope all is well with her.

 

[LostandTired]

Hoping she finds her light again.