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i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
- Apr 15, 2023
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yesterday was supposed to be my "big day" but i dropped out a couple months ago due to my home life falling apart thus making it hard to continue school. despite this, i thought it'd be funny to don the uniform and walk into the venue. i sat close to my former peers and took in all the speeches, performances and experiences as if I'd never left. when they eventually called names out, i simply closed my eyes around when my name would've been called (alphabetical order) and visualised myself going up and receiving my graduation certificate. in the end, streamers flitted from the ceilings as we all filed out. took some photos and lied about my plans for the future to random teachers and parents. but little do they know, there is no future as i will soon either die a peaceful death or one that is bloody and violent. it was a bittersweet experience though as i found myself sticking to the same two people and realising that in all 5 1/2 years at this school, i left as a nobody.
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