Help Preperation

[suicidal jirai]

Preparations are sorta almost complete, I have my noose and a slipknot, I might bring a belt, I'm still deciding, whether o just wear a simple and easy outfit, or one of my favourite outfits, I might try, climbing up to the train tracks, tying my ligature and then jumping, I don't know if the bridge near me is high enough to jump and die from, I'll upload a picture tomorrow I would like others opinions too, please could I have some advice in that regard, yet, I haven't even had it in me to shower..., could someone...please give me some words of comfort before I go...I wouldn't like to die alone...maybe...in someone's arms...in comfort...but then again, life is cruel and unfair and that won't happen which is why I'm asking for words of comfort,.sorry for repeating myself...I'm just so broken and sick and tired of this life.

 

[Forveleth]

For clarification, are you planning on a full-suspension hanging or a long-drop hanging or jumping? You mention a rope but are also talking about bridge height.

 

[LastNite]

Please take care. You dont have to rush things. Go take a warm shower and maybe a nap afterwards. Give yourself more time maybe you won't regret it. A hot warm shower will clear your mind up and it'll help you calm down for now.

 

[suicidal jirai]

For clarification, are you planning on a full-suspension hanging or a long-drop hanging or jumping? You mention a rope but are also talking about bridge height.

Long drop hanging and if it doesn't work, then either, jumping, or partial suspension
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Please take care. You dont have to rush things. Go take a warm shower and maybe a nap afterwards. Give yourself more time maybe you won't regret it. A hot warm shower will clear your mind up and it'll help you calm down for now.

Thank you, I've just taken a shower<3
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Please take care. You dont have to rush things. Go take a warm shower and maybe a nap afterwards. Give yourself more time maybe you won't regret it. A hot warm shower will clear your mind up and it'll help you calm down for now.

Thank you, I've just taken a shower<3

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also feel so tired of it all, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.