Discussion Preparing loved ones

[eljuicioporlaestafa]

It looks like burning bridges is a very popular thing to do before CTB, and I can see why. However, i don't think I have the strength to do that. I love my girlfriend too much. I don't even want to imagine how she'll react the day it happens.

She knows about my suicidal ideation as this has been going on for a while now, but recently I've been actually preparing for it. I have no idea how to go on about this whole situation. Anyone with a S/O going through the same issue?

Please, if you have an online S/O refrain from answering, as the way to handle that is completely different.

 

[just a bird]

I took the slow and painful way, waiting until my mental illness became too much for them to handle.
When we were still together, my main consideration was that I would not let them be the one to find my body. And I wrote them their own note, different from the ones I would give to my parents and friends. I let them know it was not their fault, that I loved them, that I was sorry. I then wrote down as many fond memories of us as I could think of.
If you cannot let her go, give her good days to look back on. It will make your death more painful in the short term, but I would like to think that memories of me will eventually be a source of peace and warmth for those I care about.
Or disregard this entirely, as I am a hopeless romantic.

 

[TimetoGo!]

Literally the ONLY reason I am still alive......my parents