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myreasonings
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- May 26, 2023
- 9
I have taken all the necessary medication and now I am waiting about 30min before taking the SN. I am super hungry and I feel like I'm going to throw up (both my initial and backup). Also,I am a little nervous especially since my heart is already beating quite fast. I have locked my door and set up a trash bin for my puke. I am trying to watch tv but I'm nervous about puking (I want to ctb but I hate throwing up, it feels awful). If I did not respond/make any post within the next 2 weeks, then please delete my account. (Even if I don't ctb they might put me in psych and I won't have my phone to respond, so 2 weeks should be a general time frame) thank you everyone! Bye!