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myreasonings

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May 26, 2023
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I have taken all the necessary medication and now I am waiting about 30min before taking the SN. I am super hungry and I feel like I'm going to throw up (both my initial and backup). Also,I am a little nervous especially since my heart is already beating quite fast. I have locked my door and set up a trash bin for my puke. I am trying to watch tv but I'm nervous about puking (I want to ctb but I hate throwing up, it feels awful). If I did not respond/make any post within the next 2 weeks, then please delete my account. (Even if I don't ctb they might put me in psych and I won't have my phone to respond, so 2 weeks should be a general time frame) thank you everyone! Bye!
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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I have taken all the necessary medication and now I am waiting about 30min before taking the SN. I am super hungry and I feel like I'm going to throw up (both my initial and backup). Also,I am a little nervous especially since my heart is already beating quite fast. I have locked my door and set up a trash bin for my puke. I am trying to watch tv but I'm nervous about puking (I want to ctb but I hate throwing up, it feels awful). If I did not respond/make any post within the next 2 weeks, then please delete my account. (Even if I don't ctb they might put me in psych and I won't have my phone to respond, so 2 weeks should be a general time frame) thank you everyone! Bye!
Hope you find peace and everything go as planned
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
Best wishes. We are with you🤗
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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Wishing you peace and rest. Thinking of you.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen, Godspeed. -
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,859
I hope you find peace & freedom! Farewell!
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I hope you have peace from this world full of perpetual suffering. :hug:
 
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Watlock

Watlock

I just assume everyone hates me.
Jun 8, 2023
38
I envy you. Good bye, rest in peace.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i hope you have transitioned peacefully - thinking of you and wishing you peace <3
 

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