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Chris6666

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Jun 11, 2026
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Hi,

I think (and hope) this will be my last post here.
I'm going with N2, here is my setup:
Everything was tested carefully and seems to work.
The bag is inflating with the VR quite well.

Made a test with a tube in my mouth to breath air. Inflated within 3 minutes (its a bigger bag and the flow out was higher because of the extra tube).
When I tested, I made a concerning detection: I breathed in the pure N2 in a bag (to test, if I'm going to pass out).
It was just a bag full of N2, so not a reliable test (of course didn't pass out)... But the next day I had extreme pain in my throat for a couple of days. Is this normal???
The purity of N2 is 99,999% (N5 grade in germany, highest what you can get here).
Because you pass out quick and die within 15-30 minutes, the throat ache is acceptable (cause you even dont feel it). But I was just wondering...
If it don't work tomorrow, I will have a few more attemps until weekend.

If this doesn't work at all, I'm going to jump. At my place there is a high dam (dammed high :ahhha:). Mortality 100%. But I don't want to be crushed in 1.000 pieces and end as fish food.
So, N2 is prefered method.

I am still scared as f***, but hopefully, I will beat SI with the VR.
I don't want to die, but the situation makes it necessary.
Therefore I have to do something about SI.

AND I want to warn you. There are some scammers out there. This is the nastiest thing, I ever encountered...
Watch for your money! Watch you might talk to in the "Partners Megathread"...
Just be sensible about this... A lot of assholes are here on the way...

I wanna thank you all. I was not pretty active here, but I learned so much and read a lot..
I will going my way. Hope, you will going your way.
Again: Thank you all.
I will write again, if it was a failure. When not, it was a success...
Good night.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
98
if the SI scares you from just that, then 99% chance you are probably not going to jump off of any thing if you end up needing to have a back-up CTB plan, because the SI when you are on the edge of some thing high is INSANE.. you are probably going to be thinking "holy cow nevermind, there has to be some thing better than this"..

but any way, i hope things go well for you no matter what happens.. take good care of your self..
 
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need2beskinny_

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Jul 28, 2024
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You're so brave. I wish I could be like you. See you on the other side one day buddy.
 

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