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aboy1995
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- Aug 27, 2023
- 12
I haven't been here long, but for the longest time, I've lurked the forum. I think I've finally mustered the courage to go through with it. This year has been absolute hell for me. I don't see it stopping anytime soon. I just want eternal darkness, peace, nothingness. I feel like my life took a huge downward spiral when I was a pre-teen. I am now 28 years old and I just can't keep on living like this. It truly is hell on earth. Sometime this weekend, maybe even tomorrow, I will finally get to try to ctb.