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mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
I have a blue 1cm climbing rope, I have ambien to try and calm down, I have a good anchor point but not the balls, no other methods available. Wanted to do this yesterday but couldn't want to do it today but possibly can't. Oh shit why is this so hard? I don't want to live another day but just too afraid to make things worse and the pain, I hate life.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Well, I've tried to hang myself three times (partial) so I can only tell you that that is not easy at all.
You'll find the right time and guts to do it soon, I guess.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Well, I've tried to hang myself three times (partial) so I can only tell you that that is not easy at all.
You'll find the right time and guts to do it soon, I guess.
I only have one shot at full suspension since my neck is so skinny, it will get all fucked up so no rehearsals or second chances. Don't know what else to do, getting lost in the desert maybe.
 
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pika8787

What is life
Sep 9, 2020
19
Its also my only option. Trying to do it since last summer. I tried 2 times but couldnt do it. Waiting the good time. Maybe with alcohol it would be easier for me. Can't wait to be done with this life. Doctors are useless. Life is shit for me.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Its also my only option. Trying to do it since last summer. I tried 2 times but couldnt do it. Waiting the good time. Maybe with alcohol it would be easier for me. Can't wait to be done with this life. Doctors are useless. Life is shit for me.
Oh shit :( so sad to hear, wish we had the magic potion that would just send us to sleep .
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
963
You could drink a whole bottle of alcohol in one go and do full suspension. It should lower your inhibitions sufficiently to overcome SI.
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
963
Will any slip knot work? Are they all the same ?

Go with a basic slip-knot. No need for anything complicated. If you've got sleeping pills handy, combining them with the alcohol will help.
 
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mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Well, I've tried to hang myself three times (partial) so I can only tell you that that is not easy at all.
You'll find the right time and guts to do it soon, I guess.
What's the hard part??
 
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Jblack

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Oct 8, 2018
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Ambien is a good relaxer. For myself I plan to use Xanax and Benadryl, This combination will make me very sleepy. An added touch is to handcuff my hands behind my back to prevent me for inadvertently using my hands to free my self. My method is full suspension hanging. I am doing this to help overcome SI. Once my hands are cuffed there is no way for SI to save. I know the meds should make me really sleepy and I will just fall off the ladder.
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
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Ambien is a good relaxer. For myself I plan to use Xanax and Benadryl, This combination will make me very sleepy. An added touch is to handcuff my hands behind my back to prevent me for inadvertently using my hands to free my self. My method is full suspension hanging. I am doing this to help overcome SI. Once my hands are cuffed there is no way for SI to save. I know the meds should make me really sleepy and I will just fall off the ladder.

Pretty much my plan, right there. I wonder if crushing up all the tablets and mixing the powder with alcohol would be a better idea than taking them individually.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Ambien is a good relaxer. For myself I plan to use Xanax and Benadryl, This combination will make me very sleepy. An added touch is to handcuff my hands behind my back to prevent me for inadvertently using my hands to free my self. My method is full suspension hanging. I am doing this to help overcome SI. Once my hands are cuffed there is no way for SI to save. I know the meds should make me really sleepy and I will just fall off the ladder.
Good points, I originally thought of a dual method of lots of sedatives and hanging but someone said being too drugged can make you do something stupid and fail so maybe just the right amount of tranquilizers?
 
Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
I know that taking Xanax and Benadryl will give me a window of about 25-30 minutes before they take effect. I feel that this enough time for me to get on the ladder, noose myself and put the handcuffs on.
 
mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Pretty much my plan, right there. I wonder if crushing up all the tablets and mixing the powder with alcohol would be a better idea than taking them individually.
I think they would have an effect quicker so you should be ready for that.
I know that taking Xanax and Benadryl will give me a window of about 25-30 minutes before they take effect. I feel that this enough time for me to get on the ladder, noose myself and put the handcuffs on.
I'm thinking noosing first or almost at the same time as taking the pills and wait for the effect rather than fail it if I pass out?
I know that taking Xanax and Benadryl will give me a window of about 25-30 minutes before they take effect. I feel that this enough time for me to get on the ladder, noose myself and put the handcuffs on.
How many Xanax? I have Lots of that and how much Benadryl and why these two together?
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
963
I'm thinking noosing first or almost at the same time as taking the pills and wait for the effect rather than fail it if I pass out?
Yes, I would already have the rope around my neck while taking them.
 

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